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So, I am caving in and writing to you on BtB today because it is your special day and I am very pleased you came onto this planet this life time. Despite your situation I can see from your snail mail letters and your posts that you have advanced spiritually tremendously this life time. You are intense for most folks but I totally get and duplicate who you are and what causes a being to have problems. You have accelerated despite your prime property estate you dwell in. As you have mentioned you will take what you have learned and go into infinity with it and create your future experiences...I once told a friend the bigger the Being the bigger the situations one will face. How to resolve those problems without harming others is the trick and what Scientology is helping us learn. The Greatest Good for The Greatest Number is what I ask myself when trying to resolve something. It takes the emotions out of it and it gets handled gracefully. Theta-wise. And so it is... The more I learn in my studies the easier life gets in making decisions and in helping others. So I thank you for helping all those inmates you have helped in your sphere-of- influence. Helping to put good energy out into the noosphere as you so state. You are such an educator in your own right. Well SIG, it has been a pleasure to know you and thank you for sharing your thoughts with me. I just wished your family would know how special you are and that you have knowledge that needs to be shared with them to help them along life's paths. May the Gods bless you and keep you well so you can help many more beings to awaken to their true innate selves and know who they are and why we are here. Much love, Erne xoxo
Hello Whispers: Thank you FOR writing this Ginger snaps, synchronicity and Thou's situation...you always amaze me on how you handle tone levels and your intuition. Very interesting applications. Very Theta. Now, how did I know to send ginger snaps...theta waves... I think. I'm learning to tune in to my first thoughts and act on them. Seems to happen a great deal now that I finished those actions at our Church. I love it. Most of us learn to stuff our first feelings back and so then we lose that theta ability. My first thoughts are usually intuitive and yet I don't act on them. Now I am understanding that theta wave. I guess I get a little confused on your sizes of shorts...but I am very happy to know they fit you. 4x So, don't be dismayed at your 2019 Birthday gift that should arrive on the 15th this week. I know food is your immediate needs but I chose to send you something that will last longer and may give you some comfort. I do hope they fit...please let me know. You mentioned a while back about how cell phones are stopping people from communicating in front of them. Out of Present Time so to speak. You also mentioned that not much feedback on your BtBs site here. We'll I am old school and lived through the rotary dialing on a phone and so I am not much for using the computers either. I am bifocal and my vision with glasses makes me have to kink my neck to view the screen. And so I am not apt to write much on the computer. I have a cell phone and daily I try to leave it home or hide it. I just don't like being glued to technology. It interferes with my senses. Yet, here I am using a cell phone. It almost becomes a demand from others for me to answer it and I refuse to talk to all the incoming calls I get. And now cell numbers are out for the grabs and the solicitations for business is out of control. Numbers come up on my phone, thank God for called ID) and I can at least see a number. I delete them and then put a block on them. I have a landline which you call me on. I get better reception on it for hearing. It is hard to hear you sometimes and not because of your voice injury. Otherwise I'd add that number for you to reach me. I don't like talking on the cell at all. I mostly use messages to get comms from VM office and some folks I keep in touch with. I bought the cell in 2005 to help me when I went to Mississippi to help in the Hurricane Katrina aftermath. I really appreciate the phone while traveling a lone at my age. It has aided me many time when I had truck problems. And it is wonderful for helping find restaurants, motels and gas stations while traveling. Everything is so different using cell phones. But I do find that it has many disadvantages in communications like your OBNOSIS you told me about when you were out of the facility for a medical cycle. It is very consuming of my energy I don't use it for fb. oops I'm out of character space for this msg.ML Erne love you WG. xo
Dear Johnny, The first username I made for this site was Mofert. It's a gamer handle I prefer. It took me years to get up the nerve to leave a comment. I wanted to reach out, but I was absolutely terrified of the repercussions. The second username was JohnnysWife or some derivative of that. That was deleted because, yes, you pissed me off. Immature, but effective. Now, I'm Romiette. It's a more current gamer handle from a book I love. I do not care who knows this is me. Hi, I'm Jaime. I was Johnny's second wife and the mother of his second son. I loved him very much but we were and still are very different people. A lot has changed in nearly 13 years. I know I am harsh with him. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder and I've only been recently diagnosed. It hasn't given me a new outlook on the way I behave and I am working on it daily. I'm sorry for the effect it has on others, but I assure you Johnny is aware of what he faces when contacting me. I am doing the absolute best I can and I do not want anyone's approval. I'm here to better myself for myself, not for anyone else. What's the point of getting better if I still hate myself. To comment on what Johnny said about "boyfriends." I'm not remotely worried about any man seeing what I post on here. I don't hide truth from people like that. Why should I? I'm pretty up front about what you're getting yourself into when you decide to involve yourself with me. I don't need approval, validation, or judgment. If you don't like me or mine, then please excuse yourself and keep my name out of your mouth. Johnny, EVERYTHING we talk about is OFF THE RECORD. I said it, now respect it. Jaime Beth
Hi Kelly! Sorry it took me so long to respond... If you even remember your little notice to me written last november. I indeed am the same Julia. I am fine, hope you are too. I got some quotes for you from Groucho Marx. I hope you enjoy them, if you dont know them already:
Outside of a dog, a book is a man's best friend. Inside of a dog it's too dark to read.
I refuse to join any club that would have me as a member.
I must confess, I was born at a very early age.
Humor is reason gone mad.
Those are my principles, and if you don't like them... well, I have others.
Hi Antoine and Lana, I just have to add my two cents about this 1% question. On the site it is stated: "Between the Bars is a weblog platform for people in prison, through which the 1% of Americans who are in prison can tell their stories." To my reading it refers to the fact that roughly 1% of all US-Americans are incarcerated, and this blog serves this population. If the site would serve 1% of all incarcerated people, as you read it Lana, it would serve to about 20.000 people. So in that sense, it rather serves 0,01%. And that is indeed, I guess, a question of capacity. I just had to get nerdy on you :) Have a good day, warm greetings, Julia
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So, I am caving in and writing to you on BtB today because it is your special day and I am very pleased you came onto this planet this life time. Despite your situation I can see from your snail mail letters and your posts that you have advanced spiritually tremendously this life time. You are intense for most folks but I totally get and duplicate who you are and what causes a being to have problems. You have accelerated despite your prime property estate you dwell in. As you have mentioned you will take what you have learned and go into infinity with it and create your future experiences...I once told a friend the bigger the Being the bigger the situations one will face. How to resolve those problems without harming others is the trick and what Scientology is helping us learn. The Greatest Good for The Greatest Number is what I ask myself when trying to resolve something. It takes the emotions out of it and it gets handled gracefully. Theta-wise. And so it is... The more I learn in my studies the easier life gets in making decisions and in helping others. So I thank you for helping all those inmates you have helped in your sphere-of- influence. Helping to put good energy out into the noosphere as you so state. You are such an educator in your own right. Well SIG, it has been a pleasure to know you and thank you for sharing your thoughts with me. I just wished your family would know how special you are and that you have knowledge that needs to be shared with them to help them along life's paths. May the Gods bless you and keep you well so you can help many more beings to awaken to their true innate selves and know who they are and why we are here. Much love, Erne xoxo
Ginger snaps, synchronicity and Thou's situation...you always amaze me on how you handle tone levels and your intuition. Very interesting applications. Very Theta. Now, how did I know to send ginger snaps...theta waves... I think. I'm learning to tune in to my first thoughts and act on them. Seems to happen a great deal now that I finished those actions at our Church. I love it. Most of us learn to stuff our first feelings back and so then we lose that theta ability. My first thoughts are usually intuitive and yet I don't act on them. Now I am understanding that theta wave.
I guess I get a little confused on your sizes of shorts...but I am very happy to know they fit you. 4x
So, don't be dismayed at your 2019 Birthday gift that should arrive on the 15th this week. I know food is your immediate needs but I chose to send you something that will last longer and may give you some comfort. I do hope they fit...please let me know.
You mentioned a while back about how cell phones are stopping people from communicating in front of them. Out of Present Time so to speak. You also mentioned that not much feedback on your BtBs site here. We'll I am old school and lived through the rotary dialing on a phone and so I am not much for using the computers either. I am bifocal and my vision with glasses makes me have to kink my neck to view the screen. And so I am not apt to write much on the computer. I have a cell phone and daily I try to leave it home or hide it. I just don't like being glued to technology. It interferes with my senses. Yet, here I am using a cell phone. It almost becomes a demand from others for me to answer it and I refuse to talk to all the incoming calls I get. And now cell numbers are out for the grabs and the solicitations for business is out of control. Numbers come up on my phone, thank God for called ID) and I can at least see a number. I delete them and then put a block on them.
I have a landline which you call me on. I get better reception on it for hearing. It is hard to hear you sometimes and not because of your voice injury. Otherwise I'd add that number for you to reach me. I don't like talking on the cell at all. I mostly use messages to get comms from VM office and some folks I keep in touch with. I bought the cell in 2005 to help me when I went to Mississippi to help in the Hurricane Katrina aftermath. I really appreciate the phone while traveling a lone at my age. It has aided me many time when I had truck problems. And it is wonderful for helping find restaurants, motels and gas stations while traveling. Everything is so different using cell phones. But I do find that it has many disadvantages in communications like your OBNOSIS you told me about when you were out of the facility for a medical cycle. It is very consuming of my energy I don't use it for fb. oops I'm out of character space for this msg.ML Erne love you WG. xo
The first username I made for this site was Mofert. It's a gamer handle I prefer. It took me years to get up the nerve to leave a comment. I wanted to reach out, but I was absolutely terrified of the repercussions. The second username was JohnnysWife or some derivative of that. That was deleted because, yes, you pissed me off. Immature, but effective. Now, I'm Romiette. It's a more current gamer handle from a book I love. I do not care who knows this is me. Hi, I'm Jaime. I was Johnny's second wife and the mother of his second son. I loved him very much but we were and still are very different people. A lot has changed in nearly 13 years. I know I am harsh with him. I suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder and I've only been recently diagnosed. It hasn't given me a new outlook on the way I behave and I am working on it daily. I'm sorry for the effect it has on others, but I assure you Johnny is aware of what he faces when contacting me. I am doing the absolute best I can and I do not want anyone's approval. I'm here to better myself for myself, not for anyone else. What's the point of getting better if I still hate myself. To comment on what Johnny said about "boyfriends." I'm not remotely worried about any man seeing what I post on here. I don't hide truth from people like that. Why should I? I'm pretty up front about what you're getting yourself into when you decide to involve yourself with me. I don't need approval, validation, or judgment. If you don't like me or mine, then please excuse yourself and keep my name out of your mouth. Johnny, EVERYTHING we talk about is OFF THE RECORD. I said it, now respect it.
Jaime Beth
Sorry it took me so long to respond... If you even remember your little notice to me written last november. I indeed am the same Julia.
I am fine, hope you are too. I got some quotes for you from Groucho Marx. I hope you enjoy them, if you dont know them already:
Outside of a dog, a book is a man's best friend. Inside of a dog it's too dark to read.
I refuse to join any club that would have me as a member.
I must confess, I was born at a very early age.
Humor is reason gone mad.
Those are my principles, and if you don't like them... well, I have others.
Warm greetings, have a good day
Julia
I just have to add my two cents about this 1% question. On the site it is stated: "Between the Bars is a weblog platform for people in prison, through which the 1% of Americans who are in prison can tell their stories." To my reading it refers to the fact that roughly 1% of all US-Americans are incarcerated, and this blog serves this population.
If the site would serve 1% of all incarcerated people, as you read it Lana, it would serve to about 20.000 people. So in that sense, it rather serves 0,01%. And that is indeed, I guess, a question of capacity. I just had to get nerdy on you :) Have a good day, warm greetings, Julia