Hi Robert, so ive been sitting here for about an hour reading all your blogs, I can say you definitely caught my interest with your writing. but this one I felt I had to respond, I am so sorry your mom is sick, I lost my mom in 2008 when I was only 19 yrs old, she was only 47 , she left behind 2 daughters (my sister and I) also two granddaughters and a grandson, also I was pregnant with my second daughter at the time I just didn't get the chance to tell her yet. I cant imagine the anxiety you live with knowing that your mom is sick and not doing well, my mom was diagnosed with lupus when she was in her early 30s also when she was in her early 20s she had a brain tumor that was removed. well a few years before she passed away it came back , only this time with all her other illnesses her body wasn't strong enough to endure the 12 hour surgery it would have taken to remove the tumor. my mom was such a fighter, such a strong Italian woman, she raised my sister and I with no help from our fathers and she did a damn good job, we never went without, and although I know there were times that she struggled and had to swallow her pride to get what we needed she did. (and im sure you can relate its not easy for us Italians to do that) haha.. but it sounds like our moms went though similar tribulations. my mom was married when she was like 17 to my sisters dad, (im not sure if uou atre in the feds but I know he was in p.a for a while his name is Richie gillis do u know him?) had my sister at 21 and then my sisters dad proceeded to be in and out of prison for pretty much my whole entire lifetime. then when my mom was 28 she had me, my dad was a heroin addict ,a theif and was in and out of jail my wjole entire life as well.. I never had a relationship with him until about 3 yrs ago, he is out of jail and has been clan for the past 3 years. he doesn't have much but he definitely tries to do whatever he can for me. I held a grudge for a very long time but I decided to forgive him.no one will ever take my moms place though. it has been a tough 7 years with out her. I went from a pregnant 19 yr old with a 1 and a half year old daughter, basically throwin into the world and didn't have a clue what to do. I didn't have the guidance, that adult figure in my life to teach me how to be an adult. all I had was my kids. it took me a very long time to come to terms with my mom being gone, and honestly I still cry almost everyday for her, the pain gets easier to live with over time but it never goes away. I miss my mom like crazy, she was so funny and she just had the best personality. but anyways I kind of lost track of where I was going with this.. so im not sure if you know what lupis is but it is an auto immune disease and there are many different kinds that can effect different part of your body. my mother was in chronic pain for weeks at a time.. she eventually started going to a pain clinic where they would give her percosets and pain kilers like that, well the per
Hi there Scot! I don't know if you get this, you haven't been posting anything for a long time - but I just wanted to say hi from your friend Donnie, he asked me to. So, hello!! :-) And I just have to say that you have some spectacular art work - it's pretty amazing stuff! Well, hope you're ok.
Oh, hello again - I forgot to say that I did check your friends blog. He haven't posted anything lately, latest was actually Dec 2014 - but you're absolutely right, he has some really awesome art work! I'm just saying WOW!!
Normally you'll get this reply by November 16th,it says here.That is for tomorrow then. Tell me if you did, ok?! :))) I gave some other responses on this very blog. Don't know where they went??? Also on the other one. I look out where you possibly answered? But I can't see it... The stress on my head, shoulders, back is more or less gone.For the foot with the painful pinches I still wait for my MRI on December 9th.I will call 2 other clinics and see of I get another sooner appointment? I know you thought of me when seeing the terrible attack in Paris!!!I was with a new friend,Ria on Friday 13th... A young Japanese man from Paris was having a night at hers.He lives in that neighborhood.
Hey there Donnie! Oh my god, your answer to me was posted Nov.9! I'm living in Europe, but I probably could have walked it faster by myself! haha. ;-)
Well, I have to admit that I haven't got to read every post of yours, as I'm having some health issues which stops me lifting my phone. I couldn't find that you're having access to emails via JPay either. Wow, 22 years is quite some time! I'm crossing my fingers (and toes.. tehee) that this elderly parole bill passes, it's about time something is done about this. But I so hope that you're doing ok, despite where you're at, and that you manage to stay strong and positive. I'll keep you in my prayers! Never give up! :-)
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I don't know if you get this, you haven't been posting anything for a long time - but I just wanted to say hi from your friend Donnie, he asked me to. So, hello!! :-)
And I just have to say that you have some spectacular art work - it's pretty amazing stuff!
Well, hope you're ok.
Sincerely,
Anne.
Sincerely,
Anne.
Normally you'll get this reply by November 16th,it says here.That is for tomorrow then. Tell me if you did, ok?! :)))
I gave some other responses on this very blog. Don't know where they went???
Also on the other one. I look out where you possibly answered? But I can't see it...
The stress on my head, shoulders, back is more or less gone.For the foot with the painful pinches I still wait for my MRI on December 9th.I will call 2 other clinics and see of I get another sooner appointment?
I know you thought of me when seeing the terrible attack in Paris!!!I was with a new friend,Ria on Friday 13th...
A young Japanese man from Paris was having a night at hers.He lives in that neighborhood.
Love,sweet kisses!xxx
your Rita
Oh my god, your answer to me was posted Nov.9! I'm living in Europe, but I probably could have walked it faster by myself! haha. ;-)
Well, I have to admit that I haven't got to read every post of yours, as I'm having some health issues which stops me lifting my phone. I couldn't find that you're having access to emails via JPay either.
Wow, 22 years is quite some time! I'm crossing my fingers (and toes.. tehee) that this elderly parole bill passes, it's about time something is done about this. But I so hope that you're doing ok, despite where you're at, and that you manage to stay strong and positive. I'll keep you in my prayers! Never give up! :-)
Sincerely,
Anne.