I just recently read something you wrote about your case. You mentioned my name in it (stop giving out my name with anything that has to do with your case or YOU) and made lies about me and the case. You said you were once given physical placement of Alexia while you were in jail. Are you kidding???? First of all nothing ever went to court regarding her. As her mother I ALWAYS HAD CUSTODY OF MY CHILD!!!!! Stop these lies!!! So many lies. You write crazy ridiculous things. I thought you only got 40 years.... did you really get 60????? Just wondering but don't write back. I can't take the lies or any correspondence with you. You lie too much and you are not good for me. I try to keep positive honest people in my life.... only honest good people. Sorry I am done again!!!!!!!! with you. I tried, but the lies.... too many!!!! I don't have time or the mental energy to talk with you about it. It is a waste of my time because you will never get it!!!!! Rereading some of the things you wrote are so not good for me. I stay away from those bad terrible memories of the past and sorry to say you were and are part of my bad memories.... Good by. Sorry but I tried.
I am afraid to send you a letter with my address because of what you could do. Plus, I don't want you to write to me, but only ONE TIME. Please write only one time with the information of her relatives... names, addresses and telephone numbers. Please send the information that Alexia requested. This is what she requested...not me. Do this for Alexia. I need you to tell me you will do this before I write to you. Do not quote the bible. Do not lecture me.... you make no sense to me. Just be nice to Alexia and learn from others how to write like a normal person. Ask for help from someone kind and normal.
Another way you could do this and could have done this for years is to give the information to your relatives. This has nothing to do with you or I. It doesn't matter that we don't have a relationship. In fact we never did. Do not use that as an excuse. You can give your family my information without me writing to you. They can find me. I give you permission to give your relatives that information. This way I can keep my family safe without prison or others in La Crosse you may know finding me. I do not associate with anyone like that anymore and never ever will. I keep us safe only knowing good people and your friends are not good.
I do not want any other correspondence or writing from you other than the information to help Alexia. This is about her (not about me) and what would be good for her and that is to have contact with her other relatives. I don't want to give you my address, but if I have to for the addresses of her relatives I will..... for her because I love her so much!!!! I will write to you with my address. Please send me all of her relatives names and nature of relation and telephone numbers and addresses. I would appreciate that, but much more importantly my daughter Alexia would!!!!!! It would help her so much!!! Please do this kind thing. Remember this is not about us in anyway but is about Alexia my beautiful precious gorgeous daughter that your side of the family would be so happy, proud and privileged to know!!!!! This is something nice we can do for her and also for the rest of your family!! Let's do it!!! I will write you with my address as soon as possible.
I wrote to you about Alexia not about me. You didn't even ask about Alexia!!!! Nothing! You just want someone to correspond with from prison. You act like someone else took away your rights to be a father. Don't you understand that you did that.... you committed a serious crime that put you away for 40 years! I DID NOT MAKE YOU DO IT! Now I understand why I was suppose to write to you... so I would remember why I have protected Alexia from you for all of these years! I was right to do so! When I knew you I was very sick and had no good judgment in character.... like yours!!! Today I would never even speak to a person like you!!! I am doing great and would never make the mistakes I made when I knew you years ago!!!! Anyway God wanted me to have Alexia and I am so blessed by her and to be her mother! Being a father is more than having sex. You are not her father.....only sperm! There was no money from you or anything. It was not possible from you! So stop acting like I should give you any rights to see her!!! Are you going to pay for me drive to that prison wherever you are????? No! So stop it!!! Be kind! Somehow learn to!!! Stop demanding and writing like I have done something wrong!!! I haven't but have only been a great mother to her and loved her beyond words and helped her to be an amazing young lady!! I have given her everything I could and taught her how to be a good person. I am so blessed that we didn't have to worry about you as she was growing up. I always believe IT IS BETTER TO HAVE NO DAD THEN IT IS TO HAVE A BAD DAD!!!!! and that would have been you..... Praise God! When you write to me stop giving scriptures... I read the bible I don't need to hear it from you!!!! Alexia barely asks about you..... maybe two or three times in her whole life!!! So don't act like she is always asking about you! She is not! Her life is good! Even though this letter is not nice I have to be honest to you. Have someone teach you how to write like a nice person and maybe we could learn to speak and I would let Lexie read what you write!! I know I am not nice to you, but you are no good. Even so.... this is about Alexia nd if you care about her at all you would still give us the names and numbers of her relatives. That is what she needs and wants the most in her life. She would like to know about them. I want to do this for her. No it would be bad to write personal info. on here.
I would still like to have names of your relatives as they are hers. I would only do this if I make a new email account that has only correspondence in it from you. If you get strange I will quit that correspondence as well. I need to protect ourselves from you. No I do not trust you. I believe I had a good heart to try again with you and tried to talk to you. I would have even been your friend but you say such strange abnormal things. That is why I did not give her the things you sent. They were so strange... the words are not normal. Until you can speak like other people I cannot let her know you yet.
Quit talking about us....there is no us or never was an us! I don't care about you or need you for any reason. I talked to you about Alexia but you didn't even ask about her!!! You talked about me!!! Stop it! You truly are a sociopath. If you are not show me how you are not by writing like you are not!!!! I am not going to even take up any of my time to talk about the past with you because you will never get it. I told you when you speak to my daughter I do not want you to talk about the past in anyway!!!! This is today!!!! You could meet her and talk about today and the feelings you have today not about anything from the past!
I tried to write to you but somehow you write strangely. You write so many words but say nothing and nothing logically. You do not write like a normal person. I do not understand what is wrong with you. You say so many things that aren't true. You said something about "I snapped." You cast blame on everyone else but yourself!!! This is why it is infuriating to write to you or hear from you because you are so strange. I don't know if it is because you came from Haiti and something bad happened to you there or what but you are not normal. I am so sorry for Alexia for that. Your strangeness and blaming personality and inability to just write a normal letter is why I stopped contact with you years ago. Stop blaming everyone else for everything!!!! YOU have not seen my daughter because you decided to commit a horrific crime!!!!!!Throughout her 14 years I would have had contact with you if you spoke like a normal person but you don't. I guess I know why they gave you such a long sentence now because you committed a horrible crime and your attitude shows no remorse but blame on everyone else! You did it!! They found you in the house!!! People laugh when I tell them how you say you are innocent when you were found in the house!!!! God also forgives those who admit they were wrong!! You have to repent and will be forgiven!!! He cannot and will not forgive unless you repent. You do what you want to but I cant let you have contact with Alexia because I am a great mother!!!!! I love her so much I am protecting her from you. You are infuriating to talk to because you are so strange. Ugh!!! I gave you a chance again, but you write words but say nothing a normal person would say!!!! Don't ever tell me I snapped again. You did bad things!!!! YOU DID BAD THINGS!!! You are a sociopath with no conscience and no memory of bad things you did!!!! This is why there will be no correspondence again because you are strange. I am protecting her from you and who her father is. To know you would make her think less of herself!!! You would no way ever help her to be a great person!!!! I have helped mold her into the amazing beautiful girl she is!!!! You are nothing but sperm!!!! Nothing more than that!!! Remember that. That is a father! You chose to commit a crime! You chose to be away from her!!! I cannot give you my address because I am afraid of you and who you still know in La Crosse and maybe you would give out my address. I can't let you send me anything. I do not trust you to have any contact with us. You are too infuriating and say wrong things! So I guess you say I snapped so go ahead and just say I snapped again because I cannot speak to you. There is something wrong with you. I will bring Alexia to the Prison possibly someday when or after she is 18 but now hearing or reading your words again I am reminded why I stopped and protected myself and her from your strangeness and
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Best wishes,
Lisa
I hope your glasses got repaired and that you have them back by now!
- Lisa
Another way you could do this and could have done this for years is to give the information to your relatives. This has nothing to do with you or I. It doesn't matter that we don't have a relationship.
In fact we never did. Do not use that as an excuse.
You can give your family my information without me writing to you. They can find me. I give you permission to give your relatives that information. This way I can keep my family safe without prison or others in La Crosse you may know finding me. I do not associate with anyone like that anymore and never ever will. I keep us safe only knowing good people and your friends are not good.
Remember this is not about us in anyway but is about Alexia my beautiful precious gorgeous daughter that your side of the family would be so happy, proud and privileged to know!!!!! This is something nice we can do for her and also for the rest of your family!! Let's do it!!! I will write you with my address as soon as possible.
Sue
Now I understand why I was suppose to write to you... so I would remember why I have protected Alexia from you for all of these years! I was right to do so!
When I knew you I was very sick and had no good judgment in character.... like yours!!! Today I would never even speak to a person like you!!! I am doing great and would never make the mistakes I made when I knew you years ago!!!! Anyway God wanted me to have Alexia and I am so blessed by her and to be her mother! Being a father is more than having sex. You are not her father.....only sperm! There was no money from you or anything. It was not possible from you! So stop acting like I should give you any rights to see her!!! Are you going to pay for me drive to that prison wherever you are????? No! So stop it!!! Be kind! Somehow learn to!!! Stop demanding and writing like I have done something wrong!!! I haven't but have only been a great mother to her and loved her beyond words and helped her to be an amazing young lady!! I have given her everything I could and taught her how to be a good person. I am so blessed that we didn't have to worry about you as she was growing up. I always believe IT IS BETTER TO HAVE NO DAD THEN IT IS TO HAVE A BAD DAD!!!!! and that would have been you..... Praise God! When you write to me stop giving scriptures... I read the bible I don't need to hear it from you!!!!
Alexia barely asks about you..... maybe two or three times in her whole life!!! So don't act like she is always asking about you! She is not! Her life is good!
Even though this letter is not nice I have to be honest to you. Have someone teach you how to write like a nice person and maybe we could learn to speak and I would let Lexie read what you write!! I know I am not nice to you, but you are no good. Even so.... this is about Alexia nd if you care about her at all you would still give us the names and numbers of her relatives. That is what she needs and wants the most in her life. She would like to know about them. I want to do this for her. No it would be bad to write personal info. on here.
Quit talking about us....there is no us or never was an us! I don't care about you or need you for any reason. I talked to you about Alexia but you didn't even ask about her!!! You talked about me!!! Stop it! You truly are a sociopath. If you are not show me how you are not by writing like you are not!!!! I am not going to even take up any of my time to talk about the past with you because you will never get it. I told you when you speak to my daughter I do not want you to talk about the past in anyway!!!! This is today!!!! You could meet her and talk about today and the feelings you have today not about anything from the past!
I tried to write to you but somehow you write strangely. You write so many words but say nothing and nothing logically. You do not write like a normal person. I do not understand what is wrong with you. You say so many things that aren't true. You said something about "I snapped." You cast blame on everyone else but yourself!!! This is why it is infuriating to write to you or hear from you because you are so strange. I don't know if it is because you came from Haiti and something bad happened to you there or what but you are not normal. I am so sorry for Alexia for that. Your strangeness and blaming personality and inability to just write a normal letter is why I stopped contact with you years ago. Stop blaming everyone else for everything!!!! YOU have not seen my daughter because you decided to commit a horrific crime!!!!!!Throughout her 14 years I would have had contact with you if you spoke like a normal person but you don't. I guess I know why they gave you such a long sentence now because you committed a horrible crime and your attitude shows no remorse but blame on everyone else! You did it!! They found you in the house!!! People laugh when I tell them how you say you are innocent when you were found in the house!!!! God also forgives those who admit they were wrong!! You have to repent and will be forgiven!!! He cannot and will not forgive unless you repent. You do what you want to but I cant let you have contact with Alexia because I am a great mother!!!!! I love her so much I am protecting her from you. You are infuriating to talk to because you are so strange. Ugh!!! I gave you a chance again, but you write words but say nothing a normal person would say!!!! Don't ever tell me I snapped again. You did bad things!!!! YOU DID BAD THINGS!!! You are a sociopath with no conscience and no memory of bad things you did!!!! This is why there will be no correspondence again because you are strange. I am protecting her from you and who her father is. To know you would make her think less of herself!!! You would no way ever help her to be a great person!!!! I have helped mold her into the amazing beautiful girl she is!!!! You are nothing but sperm!!!! Nothing more than that!!! Remember that. That is a father! You chose to commit a crime! You chose to be away from her!!! I cannot give you my address because I am afraid of you and who you still know in La Crosse and maybe you would give out my address. I can't let you send me anything. I do not trust you to have any contact with us. You are too infuriating and say wrong things! So I guess you say I snapped so go ahead and just say I snapped again because I cannot speak to you. There is something wrong with you. I will bring Alexia to the Prison possibly someday when or after she is 18 but now hearing or reading your words again I am reminded why I stopped and protected myself and her from your strangeness and
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