Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post.
I think - or hope - Angelina Jolie's recent announcement will help women come to terms with the need for that particular operation. It was a pre-emptive strike against the probability of cancer, for her, but it was still a brave move.
dream - was somewhere, can only remember bits of it now, was like a type of alien Quezecoytal cud e do with St Yew ART , is in a type of computer thing, maybe on mi phone, then is someone else do with him is at the window im other side of the room behind him, only smallish room can see the moon, was whole full or half like i cant explain howi mean but like can see its whole but is half dark bit like a jester mask duality seen and overcome maybe is symbol for also maybe Muhammad splitting the moon in two sura and other stuff....anyway see it (moon) go up from below window to sky but time i get there (the window) is disappeared....
i leave rest of that for now, that happened just after that bird punched me i got took in nurses room she was ask me follow her finger move my eyes i wonder if thats good or bad couldnt write something on or off mi minds eye but i dont know......i was seeing blue light again tho
dream this was day or two after it was 2 or 3 weeks maybe ago time i wrote these down.....something about hands is part the earth goddess or monkey god or something, 2 girls on a beach one on right howi looking opposite has pedal pushers on and is reading a book, some type ....dream - most of it was quite bad, walking along a railroad track or soemthing and on the side is like biggest
must be a lot harder for you stuck inprison i bet u get some wierd incidents and scary stuff i admire the way you seem to cope and how you seem to have progressed in that also...i cud learn more of ppl if i wasnt so messed up still but i knowi get better again real soon..main thing is their drugs and how some of this trauma based stuff is come from past/current lifes and kids im helping like ghost type ones it seemed sometimes i dont know i know its real in some sense i cant quite fathom or explain. please continue pray for me i tr pray more for you i not praying islam prayers atm i still got some aversion i know why its not cos i hate Allah its cos they using like the rituels the wrong way and stuff turning GOds way evil. these ones play multiple roles too and some of them is like our shadows we can get back but a lot of them just want be evil totally against Jah they gwan get fucked up soon. I hope i back propa with Jah before that contineus worser...i had go in to a mans prison in disguise before i get the idea to get some dna and stuff i glad i didnt have do it i nthis body like go tru it totally but im glad i did i know its important the result i mean. i pray all the real repetant prisoners dont have go tru all this much longer theres plenty still probably deserve be locked up so maybe a reshuffle be good.
I just gwan put couple other dreams i had in last few weeks, i fallen down a bit again somewhat those MF@AHs in da hospitals was some ok ppl but already enemies in friends disguise. i think that fucking tireo was there to be honest and i know that gordon i mentioned before was definetley there plus one of the irish gypsy must know from somewhere else but he was propa fucking with me i think he stole my tobacco then lied about it keep trying play mind games on me...i got a bit mouthy in the end told him to fuck off and when he said something i knew he was one playing mind invasions and i said so i aint scared a lot of the time when they in mi face like blatant its like mi bruthah speaks more than me sometimes...other times i feel alone get real scared stil that i aint on Jah side..i know its mostly hype and the fact these ones are trying to confuse me still but i dont allow it as much as before, i told him im not alone unless its like sinn fein meaning our selfs alone, if he means im a loan than he shud give me back stop trying do some wierd shit and hide the evidence, i told them doctoes and nurses too few times i a spy for HIM looking for evidnece of what experiements psy ops the cia and their affiliates are up too and i got golden eye inside eye tech so trying take mi phone off me, that gordon hit me i was actually standing up for 2 nurses he treats ppl like shit still, i didnt hit him back hes still in an real old man form i wud looked likea bully....and more important Jah is guide me feel is not right time, forgive and we get LORD revenge like wholly soon , cud use some of us to do it whatever, this girl hit me too i hit her back until the screws pulled her off me other tiems she was in my face threating me telling me God is white she hates it when i say Jesus was black , calling her kids or gang to beat me up she shouts out the window like a nutter i read in quran what sura it means what she doing, if u read that quran allah just shows u the signs around correspondes with the scripture, i just call Bageera sometiems he seemed to come in shadow form.
Hi Misty, just finished my letter to you and will send it tomorrow. After you told me about this website, I liked to read some of your poems. They carry very strong feelings and I think it's a good way to express them and let them out. God bless you. Kathi from Germany
Thanks very much for writing! It's great to see your personal growth; after all, isn't a vital part of life tweaking our faults into virtues? Keep up the process, and keep on writing! --Calhoun25
Im sorry hear you wasnt well again either, I been back there again myself, some of these pslams remind me of it and some of them are labelled sickness to afflict. i get idea some ppl are wanting buy and sell us like commodities still but is how quran tells it no power to hurt or benefit even ourselves outside of what ALlah decrees.
some bits of dreams - thursay 3rd july - cant mind much of dream but was somewhere, maybe like little party or gathering type thing. was a man blue eyes and some kind of red top, wasnt a cloak but thats what it reminded me off, i was angry or something plus got vexed? I say he not to do with Jesus. was another dream some of the 'relatives' do with my ex pa.rents was there, maybe I was on pc or laptop before, then was maybe outside or by the door a bit later ( was ppl buzz mi doorbell here in surbiton, 2 times today maybe more but Jah was guide me not answer and stay in bed be quiet not open curtains or have mobile on to sleep and rest lots cos im helping the real FEDS with graveside enquiries or something lol) was that rosemary and ian sherrifs , i was find it tiny bit hard to talk again, but i said i have something to say they said what i think, maybe thought i woudlnt be able to speak but i said i think i do with ark of coveant and you stole or borrowed me( i dont know why i dont remember it but im feel guided write 'and you been warned what yould happen if you didnt confess and return me)....
Hi Jeremiah im not sure what you mean about your letter cud have been better cos i really enjoyed reading it. Im sorry I not been able be of more direct help than i have been to you, obviously I am still pretty lazy careless and disabled from mi former crimes in forgetting |Jah and stuff but it also is true how i explain i do have tribulations happening even tho they is small scale compared to yours and others is still get in the way of what I wud like to do. bit like how Apostle Paul walked it sometimes. I cant regret too much that i was deceived with other penpals and ppl in the 'real' or this version of it, cos it must been mi own bad i got in that situation and is just mean tests from ALlah and also the time and resources i used up i not meant to get too hung up on it cos i only meant help ppl in a general sense for the reward of getting closer to see Our Lords face. tho at the same time it warns in quran about being too close friends with ones who is plotting against Allah and the Prophets and by extention all humanity. Hopefully i've been blinded somewhat also for the LORD's sake and mine too wud not be nice if i knew for sure some of how this seems be going down. Is also sura about how can take assurance before that happens, like fi u was on a spy ting i think thats do with the dream i had in an oz mental hospital and was downloading hip hop is like a fail safe hidden track deep in mi mind these ppl cant fathom. at the same time im back on mi ass again need get mi energy and intentions back up and repent more myself so i not got much time or effort to spend on things nowadays not too obviously connected with doing Jah WIll. I like how your letters and stuff here is though and will continue to endevaour to write and otherwise support you as and when I can, I like how you do seem have some idea what Im goign tru and how Im not too capeable in the first place and dont expect otherwise. I checked mi bank i dont get paid until a week today definetely and i only got bit of change and a tenner in bank i need for stuff but I promise next monday to at least send another 2 books and if is an easy way i can do more i still not able set that account thing up if u knew someone in USA who cud and i cud send them some cash i cud send a little bit occasionally. Im in the middle of a letter to you but my hands is bit numb and stuff how my mind goes also its easier to type atm. I found a sight Peace Vision got some type free Islamic literature, the other one i mentioned i looked up but is only for UK. I gonna try this one sometimes have send postage so still wouldnt be to next week but i try get stuff ready. I got a newlaptop i bought 2nd hand laast week but they still able intefere wit hit somewhat.
i hope all is relatively well for you? Did you get my letter? Well i'll see if get an answer, eh.
I'm just coming home from a little journey to the Ardennes; forests and the stream the Meuse.(french) The air there is purer then where I live!! As always on a trip, I meet new people!
Even a couple living in my area! We'll stay in touch. Then a lady, some yrs older then me, and we got to talk in the train. She lives on her own with a dog in Brussels, our capital, and she loves culture!! That's what I do as well. So we might meet and go for some interesting event in a museum or else?
It was really very surprising how we got along so very well, and just met!
Do you have a preference for some writers, musical groups or even special people in your mind, Kelly???
This one I just got today. It's meant for you.
'Every once in a while it doesn't hurt to wish for a fairy godmother, a little magic, and a happy ending.' Even the thought only, and just to enjoy it for a couple of minutes! :-)))
send you a heap of energy and hope, Kelly! ;-) a huggie too! Rita
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I think - or hope - Angelina Jolie's recent announcement will help women come to terms with the need for that particular operation. It was a pre-emptive strike against the probability of cancer, for her, but it was still a brave move.
i leave rest of that for now, that happened just after that bird punched me i got took in nurses room she was ask me follow her finger move my eyes i wonder if thats good or bad couldnt write something on or off mi minds eye but i dont know......i was seeing blue light again tho
dream this was day or two after it was 2 or 3 weeks maybe ago time i wrote these down.....something about hands is part the earth goddess or monkey god or something, 2 girls on a beach one on right howi looking opposite has pedal pushers on and is reading a book, some type ....dream - most of it was quite bad, walking along a railroad track or soemthing and on the side is like biggest
just finished my letter to you and will send it tomorrow. After you told me about this website, I liked to read some of your poems. They carry very strong feelings and I think it's a good way to express them and let them out.
God bless you.
Kathi from Germany
--Calhoun25
some bits of dreams - thursay 3rd july - cant mind much of dream but was somewhere, maybe like little party or gathering type thing. was a man blue eyes and some kind of red top, wasnt a cloak but thats what it reminded me off, i was angry or something plus got vexed? I say he not to do with Jesus. was another dream some of the 'relatives' do with my ex pa.rents was there, maybe I was on pc or laptop before, then was maybe outside or by the door a bit later ( was ppl buzz mi doorbell here in surbiton, 2 times today maybe more but Jah was guide me not answer and stay in bed be quiet not open curtains or have mobile on to sleep and rest lots cos im helping the real FEDS with graveside enquiries or something lol) was that rosemary and ian sherrifs , i was find it tiny bit hard to talk again, but i said i have something to say they said what i think, maybe thought i woudlnt be able to speak but i said i think i do with ark of coveant and you stole or borrowed me( i dont know why i dont remember it but im feel guided write 'and you been warned what yould happen if you didnt confess and return me)....
i hope all is relatively well for you? Did you get my letter?
Well i'll see if get an answer, eh.
I'm just coming home from a little journey to the Ardennes; forests and the stream the Meuse.(french)
The air there is purer then where I live!!
As always on a trip, I meet new people!
Even a couple living in my area! We'll stay in touch.
Then a lady, some yrs older then me, and we got to talk in the train. She lives on her own with a dog in Brussels, our capital, and
she loves culture!!
That's what I do as well. So we might meet and go for some interesting event in a museum or else?
It was really very surprising how we got along so very well, and just met!
Do you have a preference for some writers, musical groups or even special people in your mind, Kelly???
This one I just got today. It's meant for you.
'Every once in a while it doesn't hurt to wish for a fairy godmother, a little magic, and a happy ending.'
Even the thought only, and just to enjoy it for a couple of minutes! :-)))
send you a heap of energy and hope, Kelly! ;-)
a huggie too! Rita