Don't feel sorry for me, I'm alone by choice, just don't trust many people anymore, don't feel like making new friends. Sometimes I wonder if all those rides on Lake Shore Drive, had anything to do with the way I turned out, ahh! What does it matter I liked going down Lake Shore Drive, I don't think my head could handle it anymore, to much bad shit in there now, Life has beat me up a little bit, life was better when I was to dumb to know how rough it can be. I'm sorry for being such a bummer, I want things to be different and life doesn't care what I want! Life just keeps happening and we're suppose to adjust as we go along, one wrong choice and your headed down a road you never wanted to be on, and then you have to ride it out because life won't let you off, oh life will let you off eventually but in it's time not yours, everything changes everything ends, but not when you want. Choice is a word that really at times doesn't have it's true meaning, things happen that you have no choice at all, it wasn't my choice that Hieke left me, it wasn't my choice my back is broken, believe me I have made my own bad choices, but a lot of those were choices I had to make after I had no choice.
What good news!! I'll come and get you like I did last time. Don't you dare go back to Bakersfield, EVER!!! I wondered why you hadn't called. It is pretty quiet here. Lots of work so that is good. My little chihuahua got attacked by a german shepherd the other day on our walk. The guy left his gate open and the dog ran out and shook my poor little dog like he was killing a rat. He probably thought he was. Anyway I took him to the vet and it cost me over $700 and now the owner is stalling on paying me. He says he will, but I have yet to see any money. It is so hard to go to small claims court here, I hope he just pays me. I called 911 when it happened and they put me over to animal control who took a report. They were supposed to come out and talk to him, but I think I'm gonna have to call again tomorrow to make sure they do. I am glad this website is working out for you. It is great just to stay in touch with all of your friends. I notice you have been found by a few!! Well it's late here, 2:15 a.m., so I'm gonna go get some sleep. More later. Love, Ellen
hey ronnie im doin good man glad to hear from you sorry about your friends death warrant being signed that real sucks man I'll be writings you soon take care my friend
Hi David, I just wanted to share with you something interesting today. The Movie What The Bleep Do We Know is a neat movie. In it it shows a clip from some science done with water by Manuto Emoto. It showed that by talking, praying or thinking positive thoughts towards a glass of water you can change the molecular structure of that water. Prayer, love, etc turned the structure into snowflake patterns, and exposure to children showed similar positive changes. While hateful words nearly destroyed the molecule. I read your post right after watching the video and it made me think about how beat down and negative people must feel in there, with hateful words attacking a person, and the impact it could have on the human body, being made of 90% water! They also taped a piece of paper to 5 different bottles, with the name of a different religion on each one of them. Each one produced a marvelous snowflake effect. There is a whole book about it you might have access to, called The Hidden Messages in water. I understand that you spend a lot of time in the chapel, hopefully time spent in a positive place will keep your water molecules alive while you're in there! Take care, David.
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I wondered why you hadn't called. It is pretty quiet here. Lots of work so that is good. My little chihuahua got attacked by a german shepherd the other day on our walk. The guy left his gate open and the dog ran out and shook my poor little dog like he was killing a rat. He probably thought he was. Anyway I took him to the vet and it cost me over $700 and now the owner is stalling on paying me. He says he will, but I have yet to see any money. It is so hard to go to small claims court here, I hope he just pays me. I called 911 when it happened and they put me over to animal control who took a report. They were supposed to come out and talk to him, but I think I'm gonna have to call again tomorrow to make sure they do.
I am glad this website is working out for you. It is great just to stay in touch with all of your friends. I notice you have been found by a few!!
Well it's late here, 2:15 a.m., so I'm gonna go get some sleep.
More later.
Love,
Ellen
I just wanted to share with you something interesting today. The Movie What The Bleep Do We Know is a neat movie. In it it shows a clip from some science done with water by Manuto Emoto. It showed that by talking, praying or thinking positive thoughts towards a glass of water you can change the molecular structure of that water. Prayer, love, etc turned the structure into snowflake patterns, and exposure to children showed similar positive changes. While hateful words nearly destroyed the molecule. I read your post right after watching the video and it made me think about how beat down and negative people must feel in there, with hateful words attacking a person, and the impact it could have on the human body, being made of 90% water! They also taped a piece of paper to 5 different bottles, with the name of a different religion on each one of them. Each one produced a marvelous snowflake effect. There is a whole book about it you might have access to, called The Hidden Messages in water. I understand that you spend a lot of time in the chapel, hopefully time spent in a positive place will keep your water molecules alive while you're in there! Take care, David.