I made all that possible? No way. David, you are so strong and it was only me who showed you that strength you have always had, just put it on the back burner for a while. I can't take credit for your life. I give you credit for mine. You brought unconditional love into my world. Something I had never experienced before or since I met you. I love you with all of my heart and you are what does IT for me. I thank you for sharing you with me. I love you always, Lauren Your Zahra always and forever
David, I would love to believe that it was me that inspired your second poem. I know you definitely do it for me. Out here I feel lonely for your touch. You are the most passionate man I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. You have made such an important difference in my life. You have changed so much since the first time I had the honor of interacting with you. You are truly inspirational and to keep you behind those bars is an unfortunate disadvantage for those of us who love you and know how much better our world would be with you actually in it and not in there. I love you and your words are lovely. Your Zahra- always and forever...
Well, today I wrote you a letter. My guess is that you will have it around the 11th or the 12th of April. So later on you tell me!
I didn't tell you yet my youngest daughter has 2 kids: a boy of 4 (Adric) and a girl that is born on the States and her name is Claire. :-))) I do visit them once and a while evenso my friend, George. He is in a jail in Illinois.
Lately coming home from America, I won a price: Creative Literature, and poetry. Writing poetry isn't easy... Now i've to make an essay with the theme: Tango. That's exactly what I am going to do now. It's evening here.
I see by the 8th of April you will receive those mails. I wonder if you get visits or letters from a penpal or so? Do you have family members with whom you are still in touch? Hope so.
Le me tell a little from my life. We have two daughters: one of 32 and one of 34. The youngest lives in California, for a while. It is possible that she returns home now; after living there for 3 years.The couple has 2 kids: a boy of 4 (Adric) and a girl that is born there, she is 2 and her name is Claire.
My older daughter lived a few years in Barcelona (Spain) and they just bought a house in Brussels, they aren't married.
I am divorced for 5 yrs now- we remain good friends- and my friend is an american; he is in jail. But in July he can be free? I wait for that day!
all the best, David! I hope we become good friends!:-)
Hello George my dearest, did you receive some responses on your blog? I hope so! I had seen TTall's blog in the beginning, .. but it is gone, wonder why?
Are you working already with Jessica around your case?
John told me your dad is doing well,he walks with a cane and can go home pretty soon.
Can you give me an answer by blog, love? Sometimes it's faster this way, especially if the time is near the day they issue it to you! Like it will be this Monday, 8th. More rapid than a letter! ;-)))) Take care and know I care! xxxx from your sweetie
I remember the pictures and I smile. I fell in love with the most beautiful man in the world. I fell in love with the handwriting and all the phone calls and the deep voice. I am sure many more women did the same. You are awesome and I really am saddened to know that you have spent so much of your young life behind bars. But you are in my heart and will always be. I was telling a friend about you just now and showed her those pictures. I also found more information about you on the Mugshot website. I now have a better picture of who you are and the period of incaceration that is forthcoming. But you will always be in my heart; for I believe each one of us who have corresponded with you hold a place in your heart. Though you may have a significant other, our spirits will always be a part of you. Love You, Ellen
Hello again Nate. I read this letter you wrote a few times and I have to say... You actually seem like a good person. I see that you have done wrong, a few times, but realize that and are sincere in your apologies. I really was expecting to read some crap like "blah blah blah, it's not my fault.. blah blah blah the system is corrupt and I didn't do anything that deserves this punishment blah blah blah"
I know it sounds kinda like a stupid question, but it's something that I was thinking about. Do you think that if you would have stayed with the church and not left that life yiubwere trying to live, that you wouldnt be in this life you have now? I go to church and I feel as if it really doesn't do much anyway and people are pretty judgemental if you don't do things the way they'd do it. Being a recovered addict I get lots of sympathy "aw's" and "praise the lord you're better now" I really hate it. (got off topic)
I sit and think about chocies I've made... One second choices.. impulse decisions. And wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't have made them. These thoughts plague me sometimes. Granted, I've never killed anyone... Or been in jail, but I've made some bad choices. I think everyone has really... I don't know where I'm going with this. My mind runs wild sometimes.
Anyway. What I wanted to really say is thank you for stating what happened that got you in the place you are now. Thanks for saying it in a non angry way and full of clarity.
I think if you would have found something proving he was a sicko... I'd agree. No pity. At all. Pedophiles are the worst and don't feel there is a place for them on this earth. There I go again, off topic. Lol
Randy, I want you to know,you are my friend, and I respect you, I respect any choice you make. Please believe me, my reason for writing to you about God is for me not you, I want to believe again, I want something to hold onto, unfortunately over the years things have happened that makes me question my faith, and I could tell in your writings that you believe very strongly I respect that and was hoping you could enlighten me, and help me to see why you believe there is a God, Many times I have done the same thing that you did, I asked God for a sign,anything, and I would be his,but no response ever came, I am one of those people that has to be shown it's real, I'm not following anybody, God should know this about me, and make me one of his soldiers,Randy I could keep going,but I think you understand me, just wanted to make sure you didn't think I didn't support your choice, if it wasn't you I would have never asked someone else about God, I respect what you think,I know you're smart, and if you got something good I want it, typical human I want what you got.Ha! Your Friend
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I would love to believe that it was me that inspired your second poem. I know you definitely do it for me. Out here I feel lonely for your touch. You are the most passionate man I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. You have made such an important difference in my life. You have changed so much since the first time I had the honor of interacting with you. You are truly inspirational and to keep you behind those bars is an unfortunate disadvantage for those of us who love you and know how much better our world would be with you actually in it and not in there.
I love you and your words are lovely. Your Zahra- always and forever...
To write 'literature' isn't easy. :-D
Well, today I wrote you a letter. My guess is that you will have it around the 11th or the 12th of April. So later on you tell me!
I didn't tell you yet my youngest daughter has 2 kids: a boy of 4 (Adric) and a girl that is born on the States and her name is Claire. :-)))
I do visit them once and a while evenso my friend, George. He is in a jail in Illinois.
Lately coming home from America, I won a price: Creative Literature, and poetry. Writing poetry isn't easy...
Now i've to make an essay with the theme: Tango. That's exactly what I am going to do now. It's evening here.
have a nice day, Jason! see you!
Le me tell a little from my life. We have two daughters: one of 32 and one of 34. The youngest lives in California, for a while. It is possible that she returns home now; after living there for 3 years.The couple has 2 kids: a boy of 4 (Adric) and a girl that is born there, she is 2 and her name is Claire.
My older daughter lived a few years in Barcelona (Spain) and they just bought a house in Brussels, they aren't married.
I am divorced for 5 yrs now- we remain good friends- and my friend is an american; he is in jail. But in July he can be free? I wait for that day!
all the best, David! I hope we become good friends!:-)
I had seen TTall's blog in the beginning, .. but it is gone, wonder why?
Are you working already with Jessica around your case?
John told me your dad is doing well,he walks with a cane and can go home pretty soon.
Can you give me an answer by blog, love? Sometimes it's faster this way, especially if the time is near the day they issue it to you! Like it will be this Monday, 8th.
More rapid than a letter! ;-))))
Take care and know I care! xxxx from your sweetie
I read this letter you wrote a few times and I have to say... You actually seem like a good person. I see that you have done wrong, a few times, but realize that and are sincere in your apologies. I really was expecting to read some crap like "blah blah blah, it's not my fault.. blah blah blah the system is corrupt and I didn't do anything that deserves this punishment blah blah blah"
I know it sounds kinda like a stupid question, but it's something that I was thinking about. Do you think that if you would have stayed with the church and not left that life yiubwere trying to live, that you wouldnt be in this life you have now? I go to church and I feel as if it really doesn't do much anyway and people are pretty judgemental if you don't do things the way they'd do it. Being a recovered addict I get lots of sympathy "aw's" and "praise the lord you're better now" I really hate it. (got off topic)
I sit and think about chocies I've made... One second choices.. impulse decisions. And wonder what my life would be like if I hadn't have made them. These thoughts plague me sometimes. Granted, I've never killed anyone... Or been in jail, but I've made some bad choices. I think everyone has really... I don't know where I'm going with this. My mind runs wild sometimes.
Anyway. What I wanted to really say is thank you for stating what happened that got you in the place you are now. Thanks for saying it in a non angry way and full of clarity.
I think if you would have found something proving he was a sicko... I'd agree. No pity. At all. Pedophiles are the worst and don't feel there is a place for them on this earth. There I go again, off topic. Lol
Later, Kerri
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