Wow! Thanks for sharing that! It gives people like me, who are on the outside, a snip it of what's going on in the inside.
I can relate only a fraction of what you are experiencing from when I was in the US military "Boot Camp" decades ago. I remember how the process of breaking down a civilian via isolation to no media (music, tv, newspapers), phones to call family and such)
Regardless the situation, good to read you have a balance to listening to some beats from da'vent and dealing with hooligans; especially in isolation. I feel ya on the lack of respect when it comes to the food. When I read that finger indentation, all I could do was shake my head.
Continue to stay strong and keep on making "beatz and spitz flow" "Over the Wire!"
My sweet love... I remember being at Miller’s park with you - also recall going out to Slough House - and what was the other one out that way? Oh - Bridge House. I wonder if you can still go there and swim - or if that’s all given way to housing and strip malls? We cuddled and talked - even in the heat, we had to touch :) - and we believed it would be forever...I guess, in some ways, it has been forever - I love you just as much now as I did then....but the realities have shifted, unfortunately.
One of the things that Carol had was lupus - she had that and RA (rheumatoid arthritis). One of the doctors she saw told us that normally one of those is the primary disease and the other is considered secondary - but in her case he wasn’t sure which would be the primary because they were both so severe. I am still sorta depressed, but starting to feel better - a little. I read your posts and letters and I worry about you...how you’re doing, etc. it’s so frustrating to not be able to do anything for you when I want to so badly...
I love you Steve - let my love surround you - wish I could hold you - and feel your arms around me, keeping me safe... Always yours Always love Jeannie
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Same to you.
Hmm.
Stay safe and healthy.
Hehehe.
Stay safe and healthy, my guy.
Fascinating.
Stay safe and healthy.
This was a good read!
I can relate only a fraction of what you are experiencing from when I was in the US military "Boot Camp" decades ago. I remember how the process of breaking down a civilian via isolation to no media (music, tv, newspapers), phones to call family and such)
Regardless the situation, good to read you have a balance to listening to some beats from da'vent and dealing with hooligans; especially in isolation. I feel ya on the lack of respect when it comes to the food. When I read that finger indentation, all I could do was shake my head.
Continue to stay strong and keep on making "beatz and spitz flow" "Over the Wire!"
I remember being at Miller’s park with you - also recall going out to Slough House - and what was the other one out that way? Oh - Bridge House. I wonder if you can still go there and swim - or if that’s all given way to housing and strip malls?
We cuddled and talked - even in the heat, we had to touch :) - and we believed it would be forever...I guess, in some ways, it has been forever - I love you just as much now as I did then....but the realities have shifted, unfortunately.
One of the things that Carol had was lupus - she had that and RA (rheumatoid arthritis). One of the doctors she saw told us that normally one of those is the primary disease and the other is considered secondary - but in her case he wasn’t sure which would be the primary because they were both so severe.
I am still sorta depressed, but starting to feel better - a little. I read your posts and letters and I worry about you...how you’re doing, etc. it’s so frustrating to not be able to do anything for you when I want to so badly...
I love you Steve - let my love surround you - wish I could hold you - and feel your arms around me, keeping me safe...
Always yours
Always love
Jeannie
I enjoyed your "1 Unique Voice" Keep writing!