HEY HARLAN.. I SEE WE AGREE ON DONALD TRUMP.. NO I DID NOT VOTE FOR HIM.I DO NOT CARE FOR HIS STYLE IF YOU CAN CALL IT THAT. HE IS CRAZY.. YES I DO KNOW CRAZY..BECAUSE I WOULD NOT GO TO SCHOOL.THINGS HAPPENED. YOU KNEW ME AT THAT TIME. WE HAVE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR ABOUT 50 YEARS. I AM GOING TO MAKE YOU THINK AS TO WHO I AM.. OR MAYBE YOU ALREADY KNOW.. SORRY FOR THE CAPS. AS I AM GOING BLIND.I HAVE GLAUCOMA ALONG WITH A LOT OF OTHER EYE PROBLEMS..HARD TO SEE MUCH. EVEN THIS IS SMALL TO ME. STRAINING EYES. I SEEN SOMETHING THAT YOU WROTE.. I THINK IT SAID YOU BECAME A LAWYER. GOOD FOR YOU.. YES WE GO WAY BACK. I KNOW SOMEONE YOU KNOW.. TIM BRUER. HE USE TO BE ALDERMAN. NOT ANY MORE. I KNOW YOU WERE MARRIED. I KNOW YOU USE TO BE WITH SOMEONE NAMED CHRIS.. YOU GAVE HER ONE NAME AND ME ANOTHER. SO IT TOOK US A WHILE TO FIGURE OUT THAT WE WERE TALKING ABOUT THE SAME PERSON. CLEAVER. WELL I AM DOING FAIR. NO PERFECT,STILL AS UGLY AS ALWAYS. I USE TO BE TALL.. BUT NOW I HAVE SHRUNK 3 TO 4 INCHES. NOT GOOD. WELL I WILL DO WHAT I CAN I HAVE TO BE LEAD AROUND WHEN I WALK OUTSIDE. I ALSO DO NOT DRIVE ANYMORE.BECAUSE I DO NOT SEE TO GREAT. THE LAST TIME I DROVE WAS ABOUT 2005. IT WAS NOT FAR.. IT TOOK ME ALONG TIME TO GET THEIR & BACK HOME AGAIN. I HAVE ASKED GOD TO FORGIVE YOU. OH THAT IS FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE DOUBLE DATING ON ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE AT THE SAME TIME DATING ME. HA HA HA. WELL. I HAVE DONE MY FAMILY GENEOLOGY.WOW IT IS AMAZING. TO SAY THE LEAST. I AM GLAD YOU CAN WRITE STUFF. I DIDN'T KNOW YOU COULD DO THIS. THAT IS GREAT. MY FATHERS SIDE GOES ALL THE WAY BACK TO SALEM WITCH TRIALS WERE MY GREAT GRAND FATHER & THE WHOLE FAMILY WAS TRIED AS WITCHES.SO NOW I KNOW MORE ABOUT ALL OF MY FAMILY. ALSO I USE TO DREAM & THE DREAMS WOULD COME TRUE. SO I FORCED MY SELF TO WAKE UP WHEN I DREAM. I DID THAT AT THE AGE OF 10 YEARS. NOW I DO NOT REACH REM SLEEP. WHICH IS WHAT EVERYONE NEEDS TO REACH TO RESET LIKE A COMPUTER. ONLY I CANT DO IT. SAD. I GET ABOUT 2 TO 4 HOURS OF SLEEP IF I AM LUCKY A NIGHT. SO. DO YOU GET TO USE THE COMPUTER FOR LOOKING UP YOUR FAMILY HISTORY. I AM GUESSING MAYBE NOT. WELL IT IS RAINING TONIGHT.. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO GET REALLY WET HEAVY SNOW. AS WELL.. ALSO THE WISCONSIN RIVER IS OVER FLOWING THEIR BANKS. UP NORTH SOME WHERE. OH I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING. YOU WERE AT LAKE MILLS WISCONSIN ONCE. A FRIEND OF MINE DROVE ME THEIR HE WAS A VERY NICE PERSON. ANOTHER GIRL YOU KNOW BUT AS FAR AS I KNOW NOT WELL.. SHE WAS TRYING TO DATE HIM AND SHE WAS MEAN TO HIM..SO HE BROKE IT OFF WITH HER. THANK GOODNESS. SO DO YOU WORK OUT WITH WEIGHTS OR DO YOU EVER GET TO GO OUT SIDE. I AM GUESSING NOT. I DO NOT KNOW WHERE YOU ARE.. BUT IT IS NICE TO SEE YOUR POSTS.. WELL I AM STARTING TO FALL ASLEEP GETTING TIRED NOW.. IT IS 2:16 AM SO JUST A FEW MORE HOURS I CAN GO TO SLEEP.. YOU TAKE CARE. I DO NOT KNOW IF YOU WILL GET TO READ THIS I SURE HOPE SO. I WILL GIVE YOU A HINT ON WHO I MIGHT BE.. MY EYES MATCHED MY HAIR & SOMETIMES R GREEN.TATA4NOW
Michael Stewart: Open Doors As wisdom would settle unite your soul into the soul of the sun. You shall know no doom the phenomenon of you bears unique gifts opener of the door to beyond be for us as we bleed nearer to the next forthcoming. —Xzyzst
Christian Taylor: Guide Us Our hidden duality causing no harm our secret conflict resolution inherent life we find you guiding us toward wild energies to taste life's sustaining freedom. —Xzyzst
Ezell Ford: Again Conceive again yourself again egg of the sky one has seeded darker thy skin passing ever the closer to the sun. We continue to meet again conceive yourself again. —Xzyzst
Renisha McBride: Indestructible Indestructible our grieving wasted a secret no more for death herself a mythical illusion find us again upon your return my friend, our stranger those animals those foster children our lovers, my song return to us indestructible. —Xzyzst
Malice Green: Exalted Spirit Dwell not between inner knowledge and doubt exalted spirit our tree of life initiated self-potter letting nothing separated you from earth as the way to the heavens leads to the realm of earth within your very soul. —Xzyzst
Andy Lopez: Leaving War Starving Moral values fall an intelligent heart rises the spirit soars tension bows to rest. Conflict is no match for peace anger and hatred will be divorced as knowledge and illumination remain so married forever with love as their children our family of the beyond leaving war starving. —Xzyzst
I just transcribed the NGR verses again. I tried to transcribe all pages in one reply, but it went over the word limit. Pages 1-4 is in one reply, and pages 5-6 is in the second reply. Let me know if anything else needs to be transcribed.
Origin of Light: Freddy Gray Prince of the firmament Hungry for ease Afleet your flesh to rest In a cold fidget peace
Shadows caught through networks of screaming awake in your tomb, free us from dreaming
Be not the casual night As others rise unto your origins of Light
Tamir: Tamir Rice
The Boy builder wilst no hurt Lost souls bewildered, as we thirst
Missing you, wishing you, loves burning Kiss the sun, for our earth, is turning
Tears flow, where fears go, softly into the night.
Float above our protest mode racing toward the light The light we call Tamir
By:Xzyzst (5 of 6)
Verses:
Another Sun: Oscar Grant
More powerful, than force than life, This grain, as the highest function, Above natural laws, which perpetuate order. consciousness has taken your side, in the equilibrium, of the multiverses, assimilated into another Sun, causing greater life to exist, Forever, Life, caused by you, Now, another Sun.
Twelve Hour Voyage: Eric Gardener
Proportion, balance and Judgement, God of peace between the gods, twelve hours and gates of the voyage, this boat of the sun, through the underworld, absolve me by this elaborate plea, Shadow of truth, avenge, on behalf of this tomb, and the dark night of all souls, where all can finally breath, Again.
Rebel in the Soul- Berlin Papyrus 3024 (Text: Re-Composition)
Your words will awaken the Divine Mind Still a shadow caught in the labyrinth of its own illusion.
But in this body, which is yours,I am the progeny…a fire which will never cool. Risen as a obstinate, rebellious second self. Waking as an half open eye in the network of its own being, which you face without understanding.
Like the one within the pyramids who stood up, survivor of their own burial… rising from the tomb on the day of burial. He will install himself in ever lastingness.
The body goes to the earth, so that I may alight after thou art dead. For above is exalted by below as is written in the scriptures.
(1 of 6)
Verses:
The Closed Lotus: Taishia Miller Smell and inhale the essence of life, The closed Lotus.
The imagery for both maturity and exaltation, The closed Lotus.
Offer inward life to the seed, to your Heir, The closed Lotus.
Project unto us the quickening new direction, The closed lo Lotus, Bloom.
Phases: Kevin Davis
Tempted soul, By the attractive prospect, Of the blissful, Beyond the man, A cycle of births and deaths, Destroying weakness, Rebellion, and misery, A dialogue between doubt, and inner knowledge, precede real understanding, of spiritual evolution, smiling eyes remain, the extinguisher, of lies, and phases.
By: Xzyzst (2 of 6)
Verses:
Crawling: Nicholas Robinson Crawling toward the Nile River, Taste her living waters, As copper, and led pass, Through your prison, Releasing your soul, Where lost you not, Regaining your divine Mystery, As the earth absorbs, Freedom blood, Crawling to Freedom.
Night Drift: Trevon Martin
Develop his soul, From the human stages To that of a God, A transformation known, Defied him to the highest good, Our young prince, On a night drift.
By:Xzyzst (3 of 6)
Verses:
Beyond: Mario Woods
With this papyrus My soul gathers consciousness far beyond
Beyond the windows Windows of an execution chamber tomb Where midnight refuses to chase
My soul said to me, Forever, do, Exist, face truthfully, this flame Brother, as long as you burn You belong to life, now, Hang up your Misery
Deeper than Death: Alan Blueford
Deeper than death My lips are remembered The truth you seek In what I speak My soul shall never be rendered Deeper than death
hello George,First of all,receive love from me.I miss so much your loving letters lately!It's been so very long I've heard from you by letters! Between the last letter you wrote on December 12th in the old year,just ONE letter came by! Not any letter in January! No Valentine card,which you usually write me,no word till today, the 27th of February... What is happening!?I noticed the letters 302 and 303 never arrived here. The last letter was number 304; after this NOTHING.:((It says here they'll print and mail my letter on February,27th;which is today.I just wrote a message to Jessica & she answered to reach me as soon she has reached you.She thought you could call me.I explained our only communication is by letters and now not even that...I will call your dad this evening. Explaining him;did he tell you about the letters?I thought coming to Chester with the Amtrak,but this train does drive only till Carbondale.That's a big distance from your place Chester!I've to ask if your dad can pick me up at Carbondale and bring me to the hotel,Best Western and next to the Hospitality House.9 days at the hotel and just the 3 last days at the H H.The most of the period I'm there,a group of people booked at the H H.Too bad. The B W is almost 100 doll./night while the H H is only 20 doll./night!At the B W the breakfast is included and we've a outdoor swimming pool and a gym room.But swimming in April?Did you get my letters,the chess book in a yellow envelope and the Valentine card?:)I asked you the address to ask for the visiting hours,but since I never got any letters from you, I don't know who to write to?Would you tell your dad?He can tell me then at the phone.I lately hiked two days 20 kilometers.40 kms in total!With the group I hiked with in my 20ies!It was tough! I had no training anymore.Veerle asked me.I was the second oldest of a pretty large group, but the other lady had a lot of training.I was so very proud I did it, George!it was in a very high elevated protected area, more in the south of the country.In the wetlands, where streams run, with beautiful landscapes,where only birches grow because of the sour soil.I had never been there.There were plenty of wet areas,icy roads ! and spaces covered still with snow.I was dressed way too warm; with my coat with the fur, remember?My back was wet,from sweating,with backpack, climbing,pfeww8 We slept in a big modern gîte.Had a very good meal in the evening and a delicious breakfast.Veerle and me made also new friends.Scott had problems with his feet and his hips.He wasn't there. When I came home I was sour, stiff; not in my legs,(never) but at the sides of my pelvis.I slept an hour ate and took a bath.The next morning I had babysitting at Elke's and coming towards the train in the evening, almost everything was gone.I plan to buy good gear, thermo- underwear and walking sticks. Because I am fond of hiking! I will call your dad now.;)Stay healthy, stay positive and help your fellow mates.xxxlove you,Georgie
... in January!He numbers his letters and two lack!Not even a Valentine card, and that is not normal.:(He got free after 6 months of seg. On the 15th of December.Since the day of today, Feb. 27th, only one letter came!Go figure!I wrote to Jessica, his lawyer. I didn't get his answer where to write to for the visiting times.Did somebody threw his letters away!?this NEVER happened. I thought he died!:((Luckily his dad told me he had called, since he was free.If not for his dad, how would I have known he was okay?There are many lock downs too in Menard.He was there a long time ago;I've visited him there for the first day.:)Then Mary brought me.I knew I loved this man, when I met him.Actually I knew by letters, but a letter can hide a lot of things.When he came to our table I saw he was the man of his letters.I write with 2 new people on this very blog:Henry, he'll send me a photo now: 61. He also does yoga and works in the kitchen as a cook.He doesn't see his 4 children and he is innocent, in NY.Robert is an Italian/American.Life sentence. Nice person, he has one daughter.He's 41.He could see puppies at his prison. Men raise them, I heard.His mom is dying...from cancer and the dr doesn't care, he said. :(( He earns 20 doll. per month.He used to work as a volunteer with old people in the clinic.A bad person moved him.He liked his job so very much. :( I guess because of some trouble they closed the windows in his cell. I'll ask him again. It could be at his other place they still have daylight falling in? I hope so! Kelly, I wish you so much more luck.Do what you can to remain positive. As what you said. Have a big hug and xxx from Rita!
hello Kelly,Hey,head up Kelly,I know you would be a very kind person to someone you love; and I know you've high standards to live by and wishes the best for just everybody.It is a matter of time you'll find your true mate.Since you search for it, and who searches will find.:) I am sure you talked about Pam in your blog message?Real sad she took advantage from you.I truly understand your big frustration,Kelly. All this time... But here are some friends,who write you.Live with them and those who are kind with you.Believe in the worthy person you are.:)Do not be defeated, my friend.Yes another year has come on us; but always everywhere there are chances and opportunities.Wed have to see them though.I hope you've a nice person as a cellie,in April,Kelly.I've this card that says:'Hope is daring things without knowing how they'll run'. Hope is in a sense something that puts us in a positive mindset.Nobody knows what tomorrow will bring.-smile.The blog says you'll receive my message on February,27th.Tell me if so.There is a lot to tell. :)Where to start?I will fly to Ill. on April,21,to Chicago.Then taking the Amtrak till Carbondale.I thought the train would go till Chester, where George is at, but alas it's not that far.I hope his dad can pick me up at Carbondale;well his chofer,John.I'll call him tonight. A taxi from C. till Chester would cost me 150 doll. and back again 150 doll.! I am not spending this money!I booked already the flight, not the Amtrak tickets. Also the hotel twice in Chicago and twice in Carbndale. Yesterday I had to take a B.Western hotel for 9 days.Only 3 days at the Hospitality House, a B&B. A group was there at my period. :( It was only 20 doll./night, while at the BW it's almost 100 doll.!I had to call them way back in time already.Did you receive my card from IND?We had a fabulous voyage!In the weekend of 18/19of February I hiked twice 20 kilometers!With my group the Sippels.Say: Siepels. I did hike with this same group when I was in my 20ies!it was tough!I had had no training anymore. We walked in a high elevated protected area.Climbing at times between the roots of trees, mud spaces, and we had roads with ice and parts of snow.But landscapes were so bright! Streams,wetlands, and only birches as trees because the soil is sour. No other flowers or trees grow there.I was very careful to not to fall (fell once), since I wouldn't like to have my sciatic back again!Did I tell you a suitcase in the train fell on my head?!I had 18 sessions of therapy for my neck.Then suddenly appeared a sciatic pain (a pinched nerve) who was felt in my right leg.It was gone after IND., but it came back after my voyage. I still had 7 sessions to go and it was almost gone.Anyway, I am so very proud I did this!After the hike I had no sour legs, but some pain at the sides of my pelvis.Stiff, so to say. The next day I was babysitting at Elke's and coming back towards my train, almost everything was fine.:)I didn't receive not any letter from George
... dad tonight as well.This morning NO sign of his.:(I've a an urgent message fro his dad too,how to reach Chester;that's the place where I've to visit him.I thought the Amtrak arrived there,but it's in Carbondale and that's many miles from Chester.It would be 150 dollars to bring me and 150 dollars to go back by a taxi.That I'm not spending!So, that's where his dad has to pick me up.There is no other way.I've visited George there,but that's yrs ago!Then an American woman/friend drove me.Actually that must have been my very first visit to George.:)Yesterday I booked my B&B and the hotel B.Western as well.I would have preferred to stay the whole period in the Hospitality House which is only 20d/night.At BW it's almost 100d/night!On my dates there was a group;so bad luck there!I can reside there only three nights; the last ones of my staying.Still to book my Amtrak tickets(coming and going)and twice an hotel in Chicago,where I land and twice an hotel in Carbondale too.If only they don't have a lock down when I'm coming.They do have MANY in Menard!But George has more friends over there then in Hill.I wonder if he got any success with the menu he wrote to a person from the kitchen? Complaining about the repetition of the food!:(On the weekend of 18/19February I hiked twice 20 kilometers!With a group of my youth!When I was in my 20ies I already hiked with that group: the Sippels.(speak out: siepels). Veerle (say: Varle), with who I went to Indonesia asked me.it was tough!I had no training anymore!In a protected high elevated area.In the high wetlands.Very beautiful landscapes!Streams,only birches growing here and there, because of the sour underground that is.We had patches of very wet land,icy roads! and even parts of snow.I fell once; but I was taking my time to not to fall again,because my sciatic (a pinched nerve) would rise again.It appeared when the therapeutic would treat me for my neck.Because of the suitcase that fell on me in the train on October 13th.( I was so very proud I walked the 40 kilometers!Another older lady had a lot of training though.I will buy some good jacket (I was dressed way too hot!)thermo- underwear and two walking sticks.I didn't know anybody in the large group, but Veerle and me made new friends.:)I plan to do more hiking with them.We slept in a big and modern gîte and got good food!I was stiff that evening, but not my legs(never),but both sides of my pelvis.I slept an hour, ate, and took a bath after the nap.The next morning I did babysit at Elke's and when walking towards the train in the evening, it was already much better.BUT I WAS PROUD! :))Robert,take care,call you mom -say hi from me- and keep positive! No, I'm not on Facebook, but I'm sure you enjoyed the puppies!Robert,the Mexican, thought I lied when I told him George kept a kitten for 7 yrs in his cell.He said George lied.He pretended there were no innocent people in jail. And George couldn't look for his daughter, Vanessa. :(He lost his child Vanessa!xR
hi Robert, So thoughtful of you to help me with George's mail.I will write to Jessica,his lawyer to tell her that in the month of January 2 letters were missing- I can tell because he numbers his letters; 2 lack!I never received his Valentine card,which he always does!:)I will call his d
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Michael Stewart: Open Doors
As wisdom would settle
unite your soul
into the soul of the sun.
You shall know no doom
the phenomenon of you
bears unique gifts
opener of the door to beyond
be for us as we
bleed nearer to the next
forthcoming.
—Xzyzst
Christian Taylor: Guide Us
Our hidden duality
causing no harm
our secret conflict resolution
inherent life we find you
guiding us toward
wild energies to taste
life's sustaining freedom.
—Xzyzst
Ezell Ford: Again
Conceive again
yourself again
egg of the sky
one has seeded
darker thy skin
passing ever the
closer to the sun.
We continue
to meet again
conceive yourself
again.
—Xzyzst
Renisha McBride: Indestructible
Indestructible
our grieving wasted
a secret no more
for death herself
a mythical illusion
find us again
upon your return
my friend, our stranger
those animals
those foster children
our lovers, my song
return to us
indestructible.
—Xzyzst
Malice Green: Exalted Spirit
Dwell not between
inner knowledge and doubt
exalted spirit
our tree of life
initiated self-potter
letting nothing
separated you
from earth
as the way to the heavens
leads to the realm of earth
within your very soul.
—Xzyzst
Andy Lopez: Leaving War Starving
Moral values fall
an intelligent heart rises
the spirit soars
tension bows to rest.
Conflict is no match for peace
anger and hatred will be divorced
as knowledge and illumination
remain so married forever
with love as their children
our family of the beyond
leaving war starving.
—Xzyzst
I just transcribed the NGR verses again. I tried to transcribe all pages in one reply, but it went over the word limit. Pages 1-4 is in one reply, and pages 5-6 is in the second reply. Let me know if anything else needs to be transcribed.
Love,
Safiya
Origin of Light: Freddy Gray
Prince of the firmament
Hungry for ease
Afleet your flesh to rest
In a cold fidget peace
Shadows caught through networks of screaming
awake in your tomb, free us from dreaming
Be not the casual night
As others rise unto your origins of Light
Tamir: Tamir Rice
The Boy builder wilst no hurt
Lost souls bewildered, as we thirst
Missing you, wishing you, loves burning
Kiss the sun, for our earth, is turning
Tears flow, where fears go,
softly into the night.
Float above our protest mode
racing toward the light
The light we call Tamir
By:Xzyzst (5 of 6)
Verses:
Another Sun: Oscar Grant
More powerful, than force than life,
This grain, as the highest function,
Above natural laws, which perpetuate order.
consciousness has taken your side,
in the equilibrium, of the multiverses,
assimilated into another Sun,
causing greater life to exist,
Forever, Life, caused by you,
Now, another Sun.
Twelve Hour Voyage: Eric Gardener
Proportion, balance and Judgement,
God of peace between the gods,
twelve hours and gates of the voyage,
this boat of the sun,
through the underworld,
absolve me by this elaborate plea,
Shadow of truth,
avenge, on behalf of this tomb,
and the dark night of all souls,
where all can finally breath,
Again.
By:Xzyzst (6 of 6)
NGR: Verses
Rebel in the Soul- Berlin Papyrus 3024
(Text: Re-Composition)
Your words will awaken the Divine Mind
Still a shadow caught in the labyrinth of its own illusion.
But in this body, which is yours,I am the progeny…a fire which will never cool. Risen as a obstinate, rebellious second self. Waking as an half open eye in the network of its own being, which you face without understanding.
Like the one within the pyramids who
stood up, survivor of their own burial…
rising from the tomb on the day of burial.
He will install himself in ever lastingness.
The body goes to the earth, so that I may
alight after thou art dead. For above is exalted by below as is written in the scriptures.
(1 of 6)
Verses:
The Closed Lotus: Taishia Miller
Smell and inhale the essence of life,
The closed Lotus.
The imagery for both maturity and exaltation,
The closed Lotus.
Offer inward life to the seed, to your Heir,
The closed Lotus.
Project unto us the quickening new direction,
The closed lo Lotus, Bloom.
Phases: Kevin Davis
Tempted soul,
By the attractive prospect,
Of the blissful,
Beyond the man,
A cycle of births and deaths,
Destroying weakness,
Rebellion, and misery,
A dialogue between doubt,
and inner knowledge,
precede real understanding,
of spiritual evolution,
smiling eyes remain,
the extinguisher,
of lies, and phases.
By: Xzyzst (2 of 6)
Verses:
Crawling: Nicholas Robinson
Crawling toward the Nile River,
Taste her living waters,
As copper, and led pass,
Through your prison,
Releasing your soul,
Where lost you not,
Regaining your divine Mystery,
As the earth absorbs,
Freedom blood,
Crawling to Freedom.
Night Drift: Trevon Martin
Develop his soul,
From the human stages
To that of a God,
A transformation known,
Defied him to the highest good,
Our young prince,
On a night drift.
By:Xzyzst (3 of 6)
Verses:
Beyond: Mario Woods
With this papyrus
My soul gathers consciousness far beyond
Beyond the windows
Windows of an execution chamber tomb
Where midnight refuses to chase
My soul said to me, Forever, do,
Exist, face truthfully, this flame
Brother, as long as you burn
You belong to life, now,
Hang up your Misery
Deeper than Death: Alan Blueford
Deeper than death
My lips are remembered
The truth you seek
In what I speak
My soul shall never be rendered
Deeper than death
By: Xzyzst (4 of 6)
When I came home I was sour, stiff; not in my legs,(never) but at the sides of my pelvis.I slept an hour ate and took a bath.The next morning I had babysitting at Elke's and coming towards the train in the evening, almost everything was gone.I plan to buy good gear, thermo- underwear and walking sticks. Because I am fond of hiking!
I will call your dad now.;)Stay healthy, stay positive and help your fellow mates.xxxlove you,Georgie
Kelly, I wish you so much more luck.Do what you can to remain positive. As what you said. Have a big hug and xxx from Rita!
I am sure you talked about Pam in your blog message?Real sad she took advantage from you.I truly understand your big frustration,Kelly. All this time... But here are some friends,who write you.Live with them and those who are kind with you.Believe in the worthy person you are.:)Do not be defeated, my friend.Yes another year has come on us; but always everywhere there are chances and opportunities.Wed have to see them though.I hope you've a nice person as a cellie,in April,Kelly.I've this card that says:'Hope is daring things without knowing how they'll run'. Hope is in a sense something that puts us in a positive mindset.Nobody knows what tomorrow will bring.-smile.The blog says you'll receive my message on February,27th.Tell me if so.There is a lot to tell. :)Where to start?I will fly to Ill. on April,21,to Chicago.Then taking the Amtrak till Carbondale.I thought the train would go till Chester, where George is at, but alas it's not that far.I hope his dad can pick me up at Carbondale;well his chofer,John.I'll call him tonight. A taxi from C. till Chester would cost me 150 doll. and back again 150 doll.! I am not spending this money!I booked already the flight, not the Amtrak tickets. Also the hotel twice in Chicago and twice in Carbndale. Yesterday I had to take a B.Western hotel for 9 days.Only 3 days at the Hospitality House, a B&B. A group was there at my period. :( It was only 20 doll./night, while at the BW it's almost 100 doll.!I had to call them way back in time already.Did you receive my card from IND?We had a fabulous voyage!In the weekend of 18/19of February I hiked twice 20 kilometers!With my group the Sippels.Say: Siepels. I did hike with this same group when I was in my 20ies!it was tough!I had had no training anymore. We walked in a high elevated protected area.Climbing at times between the roots of trees, mud spaces, and we had roads with ice and parts of snow.But landscapes were so bright! Streams,wetlands, and only birches as trees because the soil is sour. No other flowers or trees grow there.I was very careful to not to fall (fell once), since I wouldn't like to have my sciatic back again!Did I tell you a suitcase in the train fell on my head?!I had 18 sessions of therapy for my neck.Then suddenly appeared a sciatic pain (a pinched nerve) who was felt in my right leg.It was gone after IND., but it came back after my voyage. I still had 7 sessions to go and it was almost gone.Anyway, I am so very proud I did this!After the hike I had no sour legs, but some pain at the sides of my pelvis.Stiff, so to say. The next day I was babysitting at Elke's and coming back towards my train, almost everything was fine.:)I didn't receive not any letter from George