Hey dad! It's Courtney , I am so sorry I have not gotten a hold of you sooner! I have been crazy busy, but I just re read all your letters, and I had this insanely sad, and guilt wave just crashed over me, I do not want you to think I have been ignoring you on purpose, I Would love to have a relationship one day, and to come and finally meet you. Well anyways I will give Jessiepie my address to write to you, and hopefully I'll have some stamps!
We're the 12th of April today and it says here you'll get my news on the 18th Monday. See if this happens!! :o
Dear George how I miss you... And I got the letter where you were concerned about my well being.I am well. I also called your dad. He tried to reach me, he said. Well, I will print my number again in case of an urgency.0032/36699330. Doing this, he at least can place a message on my voice mail. To be sure, I'll give your address to Lily if something should happen with me; then she at least can reach you.Never know, eh. There also will come more pictures! BIG NEWS this time!!! Leslie and Philip bought a house in SD!A big one near a small canyon.It has five bedrooms!I saw the pictures and it's just a perfect house.Near their work at the university, near parks, the ocean, and even the schools of the kids.Not too far from the airport. In Clairmont.
And yesterday I took up my brushes again!!Just very emotional it was.We all had good results with the teacher. She has a grand curriculum in many areas!Of the group I had the most experience though.:) Till pretty soon, darling!! xxx from Rita :))))
I am impressed by your good spirit. It seems to me that you are on track to inhance society simply because you have it in your heart to do so. Setting that goal is the first step and I think you have a wonderful head start. It's important that you've been writing. When we write, we can find our thoughts. It helps us tuck them away so they aren't constantly filling our heads, meaning we can develop new thoughts. I'm also a writer and all I can tell you is that you should never stop writing, no matter what. I wish you all the best in the future.
Hi there. This blogpost of yours 'You Might Still Be Institutionalized If..' is really amusing. That number 8 'you wake up in the morning and start staring at your bedroom door, waiting for it to spring open' is hilarious - my God I was laughing my shoes off! haha. One can easily picture that! :-D You have a humorous way of expressing yourself, and I encourage you to use that as a tool - which you already do (obviously), lol.
I haven't got to read all your posts, but I sure will. It's quite amazing that inmates have this opportunity reaching out to the outer world through Between the Bars - they're doing a great job for you. Thanks for writing!
Origin of Light: Freddy Gray Prince of the firmament Hungry for ease Afleet your flesh to rest In a cold fidget peace
Shadows caught through networks of screaming awake in your tomb, free us from dreaming
Be not the casual night As others rise unto your origins of Light
Tamir: Tamir Rice
The Boy builder wilst no hurt Lost souls bewildered, as we thirst
Missing you, wishing you, loves burning Kiss the sun, for our earth, is turning
Tears flow, where fears go, softly into the night.
Float above our protest mode racing toward the light The light we call Tamir
By:Xzyzst (5 of 6)
Verses:
Another Sun: Oscar Grant
More powerful, than force than life, This grain, as the highest function, Above natural laws, which perpetuate order. consciousness has taken your side, in the equilibrium, of the multiverses, assimilated into another Sun, causing greater life to exist, Forever, Life, caused by you, Now, another Sun.
Twelve Hour Voyage: Eric Gardener
Proportion, balance and Judgement, God of peace between the gods, twelve hours and gates of the voyage, this boat of the sun, through the underworld, absolve me by this elaborate plea, Shadow of truth, avenge, on behalf of this tomb, and the dark night of all souls, where all can finally breath, Again.
Rebel in the Soul- Berlin Papyrus 3024 (Text: Re-Composition)
Your words will awaken the Divine Mind Still a shadow caught in the labyrinth of its own illusion.
But in this body, which is yours, I am the progeny…a fire which will never cool. Risen as a obstinate, rebellious second self. Waking as an half open eye in the network of its own being, which you face without understanding.
Like the one within the pyramids who stood up, survivor of their own burial… rising from the tomb on the day of burial. He will install himself in everlastingness.
The body goes to the earth, so that I may alight after thou art dead. For above is exalted by below as is written in the scriptures.
(1 of 6)
Verses:
The Closed Lotus: Taishia Miller Smell and inhale the essence of life, The closed Lotus.
The imagery for both maturity and exaltation, The closed Lotus.
Offer inward life to the seed, to your Heir, The closed Lotus.
Project unto us the quickening new direction, The closed lo Lotus, Bloom.
Phases: Kevin Davis
Tempted soul, By the attractive prospect, Of the blissful, Beyond the man, A cycle of births and deaths, Destroying weakness, Rebellion, and misery, A dialogue between doubt, and inner knowledge, precede real understanding, of spiritual evolution, smiling eyes remain, the extinguisher, of lies, and phases.
By: Xzyzst (2 of 6)
Verses:
Crawling: Nicholas Robinson Crawling toward the Nile River, Taste her living waters, As copper, and led pass, Through your prison, Releasing your soul, Where lost you not, Regaining your divine Mystery, As the earth absorbs, Freedom blood, Crawling to Freedom.
Night Drift: Trevon Martin
Develop his soul, From the human stages To that of a God, A transformation known, Defied him to the highest good, Our young prince, On a night drift.
By:Xzyzst (3 of 6)
Verses:
Beyond: Mario Woods
With this papyrus My soul gathers consciousness far beyond
Beyond the windows Windows of an execution chamber tomb Where midnight refuses to chase
My soul said to me, Forever, do, Exist, face truthfully, this flame Brother, as long as you burn You belong to life, now, Hang up your Misery
Deeper than Death: Alan Blueford
Deeper than death My lips are remembered The truth you seek In what I speak My soul shall never be rendered Deeper than death
This is not one of the best articles in years....... This is one of the bedt articles ever. I have passed it on to multiple friends and teachers. Should be REQUIRED reading, for the world. JDC
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It's Courtney , I am so sorry I have not gotten a hold of you sooner! I have been crazy busy, but I just re read all your letters, and I had this insanely sad, and guilt wave just crashed over me, I do not want you to think I have been ignoring you on purpose, I Would love to have a relationship one day, and to come and finally meet you. Well anyways I will give Jessiepie my address to write to you, and hopefully I'll have some stamps!
Always with love, Courtney.
Dear George how I miss you... And I got the letter where you were concerned about my well being.I am well. I also called your dad. He tried to reach me, he said. Well, I will print my number again in case of an urgency.0032/36699330.
Doing this, he at least can place a message on my voice mail.
To be sure, I'll give your address to Lily if something should happen with me; then she at least can reach you.Never know, eh.
There also will come more pictures!
BIG NEWS this time!!! Leslie and Philip bought a house in SD!A big one near a small canyon.It has five bedrooms!I saw the pictures and it's just a perfect house.Near their work at the university, near parks, the ocean, and even the schools of the kids.Not too far from the airport. In Clairmont.
And yesterday I took up my brushes again!!Just very emotional it was.We all had good results with the teacher. She has a grand curriculum in many areas!Of the group I had the most experience though.:)
Till pretty soon, darling!! xxx from Rita :))))
This blogpost of yours 'You Might Still Be Institutionalized If..' is really amusing.
That number 8 'you wake up in the morning and start staring at your bedroom door, waiting for it to spring open' is hilarious - my God I was laughing my shoes off! haha. One can easily picture that! :-D
You have a humorous way of expressing yourself, and I encourage you to use that as a tool - which you already do (obviously), lol.
I haven't got to read all your posts, but I sure will. It's quite amazing that inmates have this opportunity reaching out to the outer world through Between the Bars - they're doing a great job for you.
Thanks for writing!
Origin of Light: Freddy Gray
Prince of the firmament
Hungry for ease
Afleet your flesh to rest
In a cold fidget peace
Shadows caught through networks of screaming
awake in your tomb, free us from dreaming
Be not the casual night
As others rise unto your origins of Light
Tamir: Tamir Rice
The Boy builder wilst no hurt
Lost souls bewildered, as we thirst
Missing you, wishing you, loves burning
Kiss the sun, for our earth, is turning
Tears flow, where fears go,
softly into the night.
Float above our protest mode
racing toward the light
The light we call Tamir
By:Xzyzst (5 of 6)
Verses:
Another Sun: Oscar Grant
More powerful, than force than life,
This grain, as the highest function,
Above natural laws, which perpetuate order.
consciousness has taken your side,
in the equilibrium, of the multiverses,
assimilated into another Sun,
causing greater life to exist,
Forever, Life, caused by you,
Now, another Sun.
Twelve Hour Voyage: Eric Gardener
Proportion, balance and Judgement,
God of peace between the gods,
twelve hours and gates of the voyage,
this boat of the sun,
through the underworld,
absolve me by this elaborate plea,
Shadow of truth,
avenge, on behalf of this tomb,
and the dark night of all souls,
where all can finally breath,
Again.
By:Xzyzst (6 of 6)
NGR: Verses
Rebel in the Soul- Berlin Papyrus 3024
(Text: Re-Composition)
Your words will awaken the Divine Mind
Still a shadow caught in the labyrinth of its own
illusion.
But in this body, which is yours,
I am the progeny…a fire which will
never cool. Risen as a obstinate, rebellious
second self. Waking as an half open eye in
the network of its own being, which you face
without understanding.
Like the one within the pyramids who
stood up, survivor of their own burial…
rising from the tomb on the day of burial.
He will install himself in everlastingness.
The body goes to the earth, so that I may
alight after thou art dead.
For above is exalted by below as
is written in the scriptures.
(1 of 6)
Verses:
The Closed Lotus: Taishia Miller
Smell and inhale the essence of life,
The closed Lotus.
The imagery for both maturity and exaltation,
The closed Lotus.
Offer inward life to the seed, to your Heir,
The closed Lotus.
Project unto us the quickening new direction,
The closed lo Lotus, Bloom.
Phases: Kevin Davis
Tempted soul,
By the attractive prospect,
Of the blissful,
Beyond the man,
A cycle of births and deaths,
Destroying weakness,
Rebellion, and misery,
A dialogue between doubt,
and inner knowledge,
precede real understanding,
of spiritual evolution,
smiling eyes remain,
the extinguisher,
of lies, and phases.
By: Xzyzst (2 of 6)
Verses:
Crawling: Nicholas Robinson
Crawling toward the Nile River,
Taste her living waters,
As copper, and led pass,
Through your prison,
Releasing your soul,
Where lost you not,
Regaining your divine Mystery,
As the earth absorbs,
Freedom blood,
Crawling to Freedom.
Night Drift: Trevon Martin
Develop his soul,
From the human stages
To that of a God,
A transformation known,
Defied him to the highest good,
Our young prince,
On a night drift.
By:Xzyzst (3 of 6)
Verses:
Beyond: Mario Woods
With this papyrus
My soul gathers consciousness far beyond
Beyond the windows
Windows of an execution chamber tomb
Where midnight refuses to chase
My soul said to me, Forever, do,
Exist, face truthfully, this flame
Brother, as long as you burn
You belong to life, now,
Hang up your Misery
Deeper than Death: Alan Blueford
Deeper than death
My lips are remembered
The truth you seek
In what I speak
My soul shall never be rendered
Deeper than death
By: Xzyzst (4 of 6)
This is one of the bedt articles ever.
I have passed it on to multiple friends and teachers.
Should be REQUIRED reading, for the world.
JDC