I believe He did put you in prison for a reason. The reason was to protect ALexia and I from you so we would be safe from you and we didn't have to deal with you. I got to raise Alexia by myself to be the wonderful young lady that she is without you. I know with you around she would not have turned out as well. Physical attributes.... duh! You have contributed nothing else so stop thinking that makes you a father!! There is something wrong with you. Something happened to you when you were living in Haiti and and how it must have taught you to survive there. I understand that and forgive you for that! It must have been hard to live there. You were never a kind and good man.
I just didn't like you. I did not snap!!! Stop saying that!!! I just stopped liking you and never actually liked you and wanted nothing to do with you ever!!!! God finally put some sense into me to realize how different we really are. I needed to escape you and get away from danger! You! God protected me at that point on!! As soon as I left you... God protected me and MY CHILD and CHILDREN from you!!!! He is so good and knows what is best for me and us. I left you for a great reason. Survival! I DID NOT SNAP!!!!
Since you will not ask for forgiveness from God you will never be forgiven and until the day you ask for forgiveness I will not feel safe to have anything to do with you. Maybe Alexia will never see you either!!! I want her to be mentally healthy. I don't think it will be good for her to go to that prison and ever see you!!!! Not right now!!! or in the near future!!!
I would like for her to meet her other relatives and cousins, however. I will not give you my address or telephone number however. We could get a safe third party to help us with that if you really do care about Alexia. I could find a social worker to be a third party for you to mail information about her other biological relatives. Let us see if you are telling us the truth. I will not ever give you any of our personal information!!!! I do not want to be your outside contact with the world. God is telling me that it is not a good idea!!!! Do not be upset with me as it is God protecting me once again!!!! As you say.... only He knows and I know from His voice and wisdom and compassion and love telling me what to do. Will you agree to having a third party (a safe social worker at the county) be a part of the way to get ALexia information about her other biological family???? I will get that started if and only if you agree to do that!!! If you truly love Alexia you will do that for her and I will know that this is not a ploy to just have contact with the outside world away from the prison! I am trying to do this only for my Alexia. Please do not write anything else that is strange but just give me information that you will be willing to deal with a third party to give information about your family and they do want to contact Alexia. Thank you!
The only way you will be forgiven for your sins for what you did to that poor man and his wife in French Island is to repent and ask God for forgiveness and admit your sins. You have no remorse for that and you still think you were this wonderful man when you were with me and you were not. I did not snap. Stop saying that!!! Never say that again. You are wrong. You think you are such a better person than you really are! You committed other crimes before the one that put you in prison for 40 years.
I wanted to and had to stop seeing you because something... it must have been God told me to. He knew you were a bad and dangerous man and abnormal and I needed to stay away from you!!! I have always had custody of all three of my children!!! You do not know one thing about my life so do not pretend you do! You will never know anything about my life! I think you are a dangerous human being and I will not ever trust you! I have trusted many people and not all people are good. We also have to be smart and listen to our heart and God. There are some evil people in the world led by the enemy. I believe you are one of them and you will never change my mind of that. Alexia rarely asks about you. In her entire long life she has asked about you two or three times. THINK ABOUT THAT. That is not much!!!!! She has a great life without you and from not knowing you with your strange letters you write and from never going to the awful place of a prison!!!!!
while some of you have no memory of your God, to this day, I, in My Faithfulness and in the greatness of My Love, come to you, to offer you My Heart, greater offer than this, one cannot give" TLIG.ORG.AU
while some of you have no memory of your God, to this day, I, in My Faithfulness and in the greatness of My Love, come to you, to offer you My Heart, greater offer than this, one cannot give" TLIG.ORG.AU
Keep praying,cause the God I serve is awesome and moves mountains.He can work miracles,anytime any day.So, keep believing and keep him 1st and u will be back out in the real world.you r in my prayers!!! Tobi Davis
Apologies again for such a delayed response. Just took a look at the date when you wrote last and can't believe it was five months ago! Hope you've been keeping well in all that time and that your mom's doing better.
I kept on telling myself that I'd watch The Fighter before I replied to you, which I have done now, but I probably should have just replied. I can imagine how frustrating waiting for correspondence can be when there is not much else to do. I quite enjoyed the start of the movie with the struggle that Wahlberg's character has to go through as well as hearing about the relationship with his brother and the difficulties that he has as well. I thought in the end though it was a bit triumphalist and it seemed like that final win came too easily and everything was unrealistically fixed all of a sudden. I'd recommend another more recent Wahlberg movie called The Gambler. There's much deeper despair and perseverance in that film and in the end it's about finding escape and peace rather than triumph.
Funnily enough I too live near Nottingham like your old friend. I live in the same county as the city of Nottingham (in a town called Mansfield) and even went to school there. You're right about Indian names haha. Some can be so long! One of the longest one's I've heard of is the former cricketer called VVS Laxman - full name Vangipurapu Venkata Sai Laxman.
I'm studying for a BA in Anthropology and Law in London and have just finished my second year. Maybe one day I could help your case. Can't imagine the difficulties of a life where such basc things as showering are on a rota.
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else so stop thinking that makes you a father!!
There is something wrong with you. Something happened to you when you were living in Haiti and and how it must have taught you to survive there. I understand that and forgive you for that! It must have been hard to live there. You were never a kind and good man.
I just didn't like you. I did not snap!!! Stop saying that!!! I just stopped liking you and never actually liked you and wanted nothing to do with you ever!!!! God finally put some sense into me to realize how different we really are. I needed to escape you and get away from danger! You! God protected me at that point on!! As soon as I left you... God protected me and MY CHILD and CHILDREN from you!!!! He is so good and knows what is best for me and us. I left you for a great reason. Survival! I DID NOT SNAP!!!!
Since you will not ask for forgiveness from God you will never be forgiven and until the day you ask for forgiveness I will not feel safe to have anything to do with you. Maybe Alexia will never see you either!!! I want her to be mentally healthy. I don't think it will be good for her to go to that prison and ever see you!!!! Not right now!!! or in the near future!!!
I would like for her to meet her other relatives and cousins, however. I will not give you my address or telephone number however. We could get a safe third party to help us with that if you really do care about Alexia. I could find a social worker to be a third party for you to mail information about her other biological relatives. Let us see if you are telling us the truth. I will not ever give you any of our personal information!!!! I do not want to be your outside contact with the world. God is telling me that it is not a good idea!!!! Do not be upset with me as it is God protecting me once again!!!! As you say.... only He knows and I know from His voice and wisdom and compassion and love telling me what to do. Will you agree to having a third party (a safe social worker at the county) be a part of the way to get ALexia information about her other biological family???? I will get that started if and only if you agree to do that!!! If you truly love Alexia you will do that for her and I will know that this is not a ploy to just have contact with the outside world away from the prison! I am trying to do this only for my Alexia. Please do not write anything else that is strange but just give me information that you will be willing to deal with a third party to give information about your family and they do want to contact Alexia. Thank you!
I wanted to and had to stop seeing you because something... it must have been God told me to. He knew you were a bad and dangerous man and abnormal and I needed to stay away from you!!! I have always had custody of all three of my children!!! You do not know one thing about my life so do not pretend you do! You will never know anything about my life! I think you are a dangerous human being and I will not ever trust you! I have trusted many people and not all people are good. We also have to be smart and listen to our heart and God. There are some evil people in the world led by the enemy. I believe you are one of them and you will never change my mind of that. Alexia rarely asks about you. In her entire long life she has asked about you two or three times. THINK ABOUT THAT. That is not much!!!!! She has a great life without you and from not knowing you with your strange letters you write and from never going to the awful place of a prison!!!!!
Apologies again for such a delayed response. Just took a look at the date when you wrote last and can't believe it was five months ago! Hope you've been keeping well in all that time and that your mom's doing better.
I kept on telling myself that I'd watch The Fighter before I replied to you, which I have done now, but I probably should have just replied. I can imagine how frustrating waiting for correspondence can be when there is not much else to do. I quite enjoyed the start of the movie with the struggle that Wahlberg's character has to go through as well as hearing about the relationship with his brother and the difficulties that he has as well. I thought in the end though it was a bit triumphalist and it seemed like that final win came too easily and everything was unrealistically fixed all of a sudden. I'd recommend another more recent Wahlberg movie called The Gambler. There's much deeper despair and perseverance in that film and in the end it's about finding escape and peace rather than triumph.
Funnily enough I too live near Nottingham like your old friend. I live in the same county as the city of Nottingham (in a town called Mansfield) and even went to school there. You're right about Indian names haha. Some can be so long! One of the longest one's I've heard of is the former cricketer called VVS Laxman - full name Vangipurapu Venkata Sai Laxman.
I'm studying for a BA in Anthropology and Law in London and have just finished my second year. Maybe one day I could help your case. Can't imagine the difficulties of a life where such basc things as showering are on a rota.
All the best,
Hari (dharip)