~Johnny That is a very wonderful poem and I thank you. In all honesty it took me a moment to notice that you wrote of me. Mostly because it's….shocking I guess? er better yet, unexpected rather than shocking. Mom always speaks of you whenever I post/reply to you. She has a real talent on making people feel guilty for something they should not. I speak to you even though I know of your mistakes. I know what your capable of but it does not scare me. I use to have nightmares (ones mom never knew of so shh) In those nightmares you aren't some monster. What I saw never give me fear but sorrow to take it's place. Up until maybe 7 I had a hard time accepting that you wasn't in my life. I would day dream of having a father but when night came and I awoke, again and again, without a father, I'd cry. I can blame you for many things and I use to. Because you wasn't there for me (nor any of your children) I became cautious, emotionless or even depressed. I could blame you but I don't nor will I. I am in control of my reactions not you. I will say because of your stupidity and unfaithfulness I am smart about trusting guys :) I do admit I have trust issues with…well everyone except one person (I will not include his/her name) I have many flaws and made plenty of mistakes but I'm learning from them. Sometimes I wish you could just meet me. Not through the mail nor on the internet but face to face. Of course I'm not sure you would like me but I'm sure you'll have fun. I'm…off I guess. I'm nerdy and honest. If you only saw how I spend my Sundays (after cartoons of course) hmm, I feel as if I'm typing to much :/ I forget who I'm talking to sometimes. Oh! hehe I wished to ask you if any of your other children speak to you :) I know it's not any of my business but I'm curious *shrugs* and one last thing. I would like to know if you would want a picture of me and mickie. I know that you probably have no idea as to what me and Mitch looks like so eh, thought I could offer. Assuming it's otay with mom…grr. I wish you could see Connor :) He use to look like me and mom but after he turned 15 his face changed. He looks so much like you now it's scary. Mitch also looks like you but she's always been that way. I'm now the odd ball :l I could pass as a tall, skinny Opal now O_O What has this world come to….
Hi I checked both mi emails but i cant find one from that guy u mentioned i got RUTI8Bhingi@gmail.com or angelofdaath@gmail.com if i gave u one before that martin its not easy me access online computer i cant get the password changed to sign in but its on a phone i have sometimes . I dont understand exaclty what u eman re cheque money order im so tired sorry for now i have just email dat stephanie i was corresponding with about u before that i told u that i understand theres some kind of discrepancy and can u pls tell me how to remedy it. Jah bless.
Hello Dad it,s your son Montell Jr. I am sooo sorry for my non compliance and Simply not being in tune with you. It saddens me to hear whats going on in these prisons to our black men, young and old. Let alone my own Father:( Interesting but unimaginable what is going on in there to you. As I experience racism on the outside,young black and Gay. I feel I haven't done enough for you. I want to do what I ca tohelp you out....I wish I was a lawyer by now. Dad its time for me to get back in tune with you,anything I can do I will. This is my new address 3022 W. Pierce St. #25 414 499 9399 Montell Milwaukee WI 53215 I love you. You Stay Strong~
People with Hashimoto's thyroiditis often initially experience a hyperthyroid phase (too much thyroid hormone), called hashitoxicosis, as thyroid hormone leaks out of the damaged gland as it is destroyed. Eventually, they become hypothyroid.
Other symptoms and signs include:
Swelling of the thyroid gland (due to the inflammation), can cause a feeling of tightness or fullness in the throat A lump in the front of the neck from the enlarged thyroid gland called a goiter Difficulty swallowing solids and/or liquids due to the enlargement of the thyroid gland with compression of the esophagus Medically Reviewed by a Doctor on 6/27/2013
http://www.medicinenet.com/hashimotos_thyroiditis/page2.htm maybe call out to GOd if can maybe send bageera or even me in like 'spirit/angel form' whatever to help heal you i know sounds funny but im sure we getting like the ones in the quran angels abliet fallen whatever with the power to intervene. I was reading about Muhammad who has authority from Jesus to save some souls out of the fire we like there in the astral or different like form thats where lot of the tribulation is coming from...M can only help those who J say so I guess I wud be even more like strictkly on that cos i dont even know properly im doing that but that son of man stuff is happening to me i aint son of man but u know judas book i sent u son of man son of man one of the ones who maybe one of the 144,000 men is taking for a twin flame but hes in jail i maybe hahve some way to help now before he arrives for me. also shaman darts for healing and cowrie shells stuff native americans have in their medicine pouches me and Bageera got that internally like shaman blessed are those who have their quivers full of arrows eg invisible to the uniniated/not spiritual eyes open invisible shaman darts and arrows whatever....I try be back later tonight else tomrrow i getting lot better internet the cia hater upstarirs is get vexed his 'alien cia tech' aint working so good i was skint this weekend but managed get a wonga short term loan seems like this targeted individual status is flipping too...hold fast to faith in OUr true Creator bro sorry i cant do more pls dont forget pray for me and Bageera like we do for you i put some jokes i put on black hebrews site later for you to laugh i also got some support and maybe a healing form one of the nice black hebrews how Jesus came is still a lot of loyal cats same as aomong us pale faces and everyone everwhere for da Lord of the WOrlds....with love Brihon Ruti Bhingi insha allah like mi initials i BEE RIte Back later....
Symptoms and signs of Hashimoto's thyroiditis resemble those of hypothyroidism generally and are often subtle. They are not specific (which means they can mimic the symptoms of many other conditions) and are often attributed to aging. Patients with mild hypothyroidism may have no signs or symptoms. The symptoms generally become more obvious as the condition worsens, and the majority of these complaints are related to a metabolic slowing of the body. Common symptoms and signs are listed below:
Fatigue Depression Modest weight gain Cold intolerance Excessive sleepiness Dry, coarse hair Constipation Dry skin Muscle cramps Increased cholesterol levels Decreased concentration Vague aches and pains Swelling of the legs As hypothyroidism becomes more severe, there may be puffiness around the eyes, a slowing of the heart rate, a drop in body temperature, and heart failure. In its most profound form, severe hypothyroidism may lead to a life-threatening coma (myxedema coma). In a severely hypothyroid individual, myxedema coma tends to be triggered by severe illness, surgery, stress, or traumatic injury. This condition requires hospitalization and immediate treatment with thyroid hormone.
Properly diagnosed, hypothyroidism can be easily and completely treated with thyroid hormone replacement. Untreated hypothyroidism can lead to an enlarged heart (cardiomyopathy), worsening heart failure, and an accumulation of fluid around the lungs (pleural effusion) or heart (pericardial effusion).
Hashimoto's thyroiditis is the most common cause of hypothyroidism (having too low levels of thyroid hormones) in the United States. The condition was named after Dr. Hakaru Hashimoto, the doctor who described it in 1912.
What causes Hashimoto's thyroiditis?
Hashimoto's thyroiditis is a condition caused by inflammation of the thyroid gland. It is an autoimmune disease, which means that the body inappropriately attacks the thyroid gland - as if it was foreign tissue. The underlying cause of the autoimmune process remains unknown. Hashimoto's thyroiditis tends to occur in families. It can be associated with other autoimmune conditions such as type 1 diabetes or celiac disease. Hashimoto's thyroiditis is 5 to 10 times more common in women than in men and most often starts in adulthood. Blood drawn from people with Hashimoto's thyroiditis typically reveals an increased number of antibodies against thyroid-specific proteins, including thyroperoxidase and thyroglobulin. T lymphocytes, a type of cell involved in the inflammation process, invade the thyroid gland cause silent, painless inflammation that destroys it; ultimately, the individual produces little or no thyroid hormone and becomes hypothyroid.
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I've transcribed your post 'The Two Prosecuting Attorneys' dated August 26 2012. I hope you're keeping well.
With kind regards
Lavender
That is a very wonderful poem and I thank you. In all honesty it took me a moment to notice that you wrote of me. Mostly because it's….shocking I guess? er better yet, unexpected rather than shocking. Mom always speaks of you whenever I post/reply to you. She has a real talent on making people feel guilty for something they should not. I speak to you even though I know of your mistakes. I know what your capable of but it does not scare me. I use to have nightmares (ones mom never knew of so shh) In those nightmares you aren't some monster. What I saw never give me fear but sorrow to take it's place. Up until maybe 7 I had a hard time accepting that you wasn't in my life. I would day dream of having a father but when night came and I awoke, again and again, without a father, I'd cry.
I can blame you for many things and I use to. Because you wasn't there for me (nor any of your children) I became cautious, emotionless or even depressed. I could blame you but I don't nor will I. I am in control of my reactions not you. I will say because of your stupidity and unfaithfulness I am smart about trusting guys :) I do admit I have trust issues with…well everyone except one person (I will not include his/her name) I have many flaws and made plenty of mistakes but I'm learning from them.
Sometimes I wish you could just meet me. Not through the mail nor on the internet but face to face. Of course I'm not sure you would like me but I'm sure you'll have fun. I'm…off I guess. I'm nerdy and honest. If you only saw how I spend my Sundays (after cartoons of course) hmm, I feel as if I'm typing to much :/ I forget who I'm talking to sometimes. Oh! hehe I wished to ask you if any of your other children speak to you :) I know it's not any of my business but I'm curious *shrugs* and one last thing. I would like to know if you would want a picture of me and mickie. I know that you probably have no idea as to what me and Mitch looks like so eh, thought I could offer. Assuming it's otay with mom…grr. I wish you could see Connor :) He use to look like me and mom but after he turned 15 his face changed. He looks so much like you now it's scary. Mitch also looks like you but she's always been that way. I'm now the odd ball :l I could pass as a tall, skinny Opal now O_O What has this world come to….
~Eleanor_Anne
Interesting but unimaginable what is going on in there to you. As I experience racism on the outside,young black and Gay. I feel I haven't done enough for you. I want to do what I ca tohelp you out....I wish I was a lawyer by now. Dad its time for me to get back in tune with you,anything I can do I will. This is my new address
3022 W. Pierce St. #25 414 499 9399 Montell
Milwaukee WI 53215 I love you. You Stay Strong~
Other symptoms and signs include:
Swelling of the thyroid gland (due to the inflammation), can cause a feeling of tightness or fullness in the throat
A lump in the front of the neck from the enlarged thyroid gland called a goiter
Difficulty swallowing solids and/or liquids due to the enlargement of the thyroid gland with compression of the esophagus
Medically Reviewed by a Doctor on 6/27/2013
http://www.medicinenet.com/hashimotos_thyroiditis/page2.htm maybe call out to GOd if can maybe send bageera or even me in like 'spirit/angel form' whatever to help heal you i know sounds funny but im sure we getting like the ones in the quran angels abliet fallen whatever with the power to intervene. I was reading about Muhammad who has authority from Jesus to save some souls out of the fire we like there in the astral or different like form thats where lot of the tribulation is coming from...M can only help those who J say so I guess I wud be even more like strictkly on that cos i dont even know properly im doing that but that son of man stuff is happening to me i aint son of man but u know judas book i sent u son of man son of man one of the ones who maybe one of the 144,000 men is taking for a twin flame but hes in jail i maybe hahve some way to help now before he arrives for me. also shaman darts for healing and cowrie shells stuff native americans have in their medicine pouches me and Bageera got that internally like shaman blessed are those who have their quivers full of arrows eg invisible to the uniniated/not spiritual eyes open invisible shaman darts and arrows whatever....I try be back later tonight else tomrrow i getting lot better internet the cia hater upstarirs is get vexed his 'alien cia tech' aint working so good i was skint this weekend but managed get a wonga short term loan seems like this targeted individual status is flipping too...hold fast to faith in OUr true Creator bro sorry i cant do more pls dont forget pray for me and Bageera like we do for you i put some jokes i put on black hebrews site later for you to laugh i also got some support and maybe a healing form one of the nice black hebrews how Jesus came is still a lot of loyal cats same as aomong us pale faces and everyone everwhere for da Lord of the WOrlds....with love Brihon Ruti Bhingi insha allah like mi initials i BEE RIte Back later....
Fatigue
Depression
Modest weight gain
Cold intolerance
Excessive sleepiness
Dry, coarse hair
Constipation
Dry skin
Muscle cramps
Increased cholesterol levels
Decreased concentration
Vague aches and pains
Swelling of the legs
As hypothyroidism becomes more severe, there may be puffiness around the eyes, a slowing of the heart rate, a drop in body temperature, and heart failure. In its most profound form, severe hypothyroidism may lead to a life-threatening coma (myxedema coma). In a severely hypothyroid individual, myxedema coma tends to be triggered by severe illness, surgery, stress, or traumatic injury. This condition requires hospitalization and immediate treatment with thyroid hormone.
Properly diagnosed, hypothyroidism can be easily and completely treated with thyroid hormone replacement. Untreated hypothyroidism can lead to an enlarged heart (cardiomyopathy), worsening heart failure, and an accumulation of fluid around the lungs (pleural effusion) or heart (pericardial effusion).
Hashimoto's thyroiditis is the most common cause of hypothyroidism (having too low levels of thyroid hormones) in the United States. The condition was named after Dr. Hakaru Hashimoto, the doctor who described it in 1912.
What causes Hashimoto's thyroiditis?
Hashimoto's thyroiditis is a condition caused by inflammation of the thyroid gland. It is an autoimmune disease, which means that the body inappropriately attacks the thyroid gland - as if it was foreign tissue. The underlying cause of the autoimmune process remains unknown. Hashimoto's thyroiditis tends to occur in families. It can be associated with other autoimmune conditions such as type 1 diabetes or celiac disease. Hashimoto's thyroiditis is 5 to 10 times more common in women than in men and most often starts in adulthood. Blood drawn from people with Hashimoto's thyroiditis typically reveals an increased number of antibodies against thyroid-specific proteins, including thyroperoxidase and thyroglobulin. T lymphocytes, a type of cell involved in the inflammation process, invade the thyroid gland cause silent, painless inflammation that destroys it; ultimately, the individual produces little or no thyroid hormone and becomes hypothyroid.