I am at the library right now, at Chester where I visit George each day in the week. It's just great!All went fine until now. I visit 4 hrs in a row. I've still four days to go.We are true soulmates, that we experience just every day! I walk half an hour to go to the prison; today it's real cold. It was warmer a few days ago. To go to the library, Ive to take a shortcut and I've to climb 250 steps and it is real steep. Good for the heart, haha Every time it goes better and I've to stop less.;)It was my birthday on March 26 and Leslie sent a small package and it's something that really moved me! 23and me; a kit to look up your DNA, for one's ancestry. It was said in Argentina by an Indian nun, dressed all in orange, when I liked to register myself for yoga courses.She looked at me and told me I've certainly Mongolian roots! She said she saw it right away, since she lived there.I was so surprised!Now I'll know, as soon as i send in the tube with spit... It takes a few months to know the result!I've the blood group B and it were the Mongolian people who brought it to Asia.Also in the Amtrak train last year, a Mongolian family recognized those traits in my face. Quite interesting I would say! I know I've French blood through my dad. So very bad to hear the sad news from your dad, Robert... :( I told about you to George; he always is glad to hear stories about my friends.He now is in a ail where elderly inmates are.Young people can be real aggressive. My two people at the Hospitality House could only visit their husband and partner for two hours a day.Because in the east gallery there was a lock down> The boyfriend of one black woman is free tomorrow after 4 yrs of prison.A clairvoyant, Jeanine, in BE thinks? that George will be free this year!I believe her!She told me to send each day light to him and his lawyer. Robert, what happened with Melanie?You didn't tell me.I am willing to send you 20 dollars, but what do I do now?So, tell me, okay?Nice to hear you can talk with your funny daughter!:) I can imagine the love you get from those puppies, Robert! -smile Keep up the good mood, and next time I'll write things that gives you inspiration.The library closes now. I've still to eat here, before it gets dark! And I've to descend all those steps. Think of the good things you received at night.And be thankful for them! A warm hug from Rita! x
Hey Johnny, I noticed in many of your past blogs, you typically reply to nearly every person that comments. Ellie commented on this, and you didn't reply. I am willing to bet that it's because it got lost somewhere like you mentioned before. I I have a mighty hope that this gets to you:
~Johnny That is a very wonderful poem and I thank you. In all honesty it took me a moment to notice that you wrote of me. Mostly because it's….shocking I guess? er better yet, unexpected rather than shocking. Mom always speaks of you whenever I post/reply to you. She has a real talent on making people feel guilty for something they should not. I speak to you even though I know of your mistakes. I know what your capable of but it does not scare me. I use to have nightmares (ones mom never knew of so shh) In those nightmares you aren't some monster. What I saw never give me fear but sorrow to take it's place. Up until maybe 7 I had a hard time accepting that you wasn't in my life. I would day dream of having a father but when night came and I awoke, again and again, without a father, I'd cry. I can blame you for many things and I use to. Because you wasn't there for me (nor any of your children) I became cautious, emotionless or even depressed. I could blame you but I don't nor will I. I am in control of my reactions not you. I will say because of your stupidity and unfaithfulness I am smart about trusting guys :) I do admit I have trust issues with…well everyone except one person (I will not include his/her name) I have many flaws and made plenty of mistakes but I'm learning from them. Sometimes I wish you could just meet me. Not through the mail nor on the internet but face to face. Of course I'm not sure you would like me but I'm sure you'll have fun. I'm…off I guess. I'm nerdy and honest. If you only saw how I spend my Sundays (after cartoons of course) hmm, I feel as if I'm typing to much :/ I forget who I'm talking to sometimes. Oh! hehe I wished to ask you if any of your other children speak to you :) I know it's not any of my business but I'm curious *shrugs* and one last thing. I would like to know if you would want a picture of me and mickie. I know that you probably have no idea as to what me and Mitch looks like so eh, thought I could offer. Assuming it's otay with mom…grr. I wish you could see Connor :) He use to look like me and mom but after he turned 15 his face changed. He looks so much like you now it's scary. Mitch also looks like you but she's always been that way. I'm now the odd ball :l I could pass as a tall, skinny Opal now O_O What has this world come to….
Usually a poem of this size bores the live long day out of me, but this one is fantastic. It hits many notes, and makes me think of my own little family. Keep up the good work.
Man! That's a long one compared to your past blogs. It's pretty good. I'll try to find some of your other writing, if I can find it online if it isn't in the newer blogs you have posted.
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I am at the library right now, at Chester where I visit George each day in the week. It's just great!All went fine until now. I visit 4 hrs in a row. I've still four days to go.We are true soulmates, that we experience just every day! I walk half an hour to go to the prison; today it's real cold. It was warmer a few days ago. To go to the library, Ive to take a shortcut and I've to climb 250 steps and it is real steep. Good for the heart, haha
Every time it goes better and I've to stop less.;)It was my birthday on March 26 and Leslie sent a small package and it's something that really moved me! 23and me; a kit to look up your DNA, for one's ancestry. It was said in Argentina by an Indian nun, dressed all in orange, when I liked to register myself for yoga courses.She looked at me and told me I've certainly Mongolian roots! She said she saw it right away, since she lived there.I was so surprised!Now I'll know, as soon as i send in the tube with spit... It takes a few months to know the result!I've the blood group B and it were the Mongolian people who brought it to Asia.Also in the Amtrak train last year, a Mongolian family recognized those traits in my face. Quite interesting I would say! I know I've French blood through my dad. So very bad to hear the sad news from your dad, Robert... :( I told about you to George; he always is glad to hear stories about my friends.He now is in a ail where elderly inmates are.Young people can be real aggressive. My two people at the Hospitality House could only visit their husband and partner for two hours a day.Because in the east gallery there was a lock down> The boyfriend of one black woman is free tomorrow after 4 yrs of prison.A clairvoyant, Jeanine, in BE thinks? that George will be free this year!I believe her!She told me to send each day light to him and his lawyer. Robert, what happened with Melanie?You didn't tell me.I am willing to send you 20 dollars, but what do I do now?So, tell me, okay?Nice to hear you can talk with your funny daughter!:) I can imagine the love you get from those puppies, Robert! -smile
Keep up the good mood, and next time I'll write things that gives you inspiration.The library closes now. I've still to eat here, before it gets dark! And I've to descend all those steps.
Think of the good things you received at night.And be thankful for them!
A warm hug from Rita! x
~Johnny
That is a very wonderful poem and I thank you. In all honesty it took me a moment to notice that you wrote of me. Mostly because it's….shocking I guess? er better yet, unexpected rather than shocking. Mom always speaks of you whenever I post/reply to you. She has a real talent on making people feel guilty for something they should not. I speak to you even though I know of your mistakes. I know what your capable of but it does not scare me. I use to have nightmares (ones mom never knew of so shh) In those nightmares you aren't some monster. What I saw never give me fear but sorrow to take it's place. Up until maybe 7 I had a hard time accepting that you wasn't in my life. I would day dream of having a father but when night came and I awoke, again and again, without a father, I'd cry.
I can blame you for many things and I use to. Because you wasn't there for me (nor any of your children) I became cautious, emotionless or even depressed. I could blame you but I don't nor will I. I am in control of my reactions not you. I will say because of your stupidity and unfaithfulness I am smart about trusting guys :) I do admit I have trust issues with…well everyone except one person (I will not include his/her name) I have many flaws and made plenty of mistakes but I'm learning from them.
Sometimes I wish you could just meet me. Not through the mail nor on the internet but face to face. Of course I'm not sure you would like me but I'm sure you'll have fun. I'm…off I guess. I'm nerdy and honest. If you only saw how I spend my Sundays (after cartoons of course) hmm, I feel as if I'm typing to much :/ I forget who I'm talking to sometimes. Oh! hehe I wished to ask you if any of your other children speak to you :) I know it's not any of my business but I'm curious *shrugs* and one last thing. I would like to know if you would want a picture of me and mickie. I know that you probably have no idea as to what me and Mitch looks like so eh, thought I could offer. Assuming it's otay with mom…grr. I wish you could see Connor :) He use to look like me and mom but after he turned 15 his face changed. He looks so much like you now it's scary. Mitch also looks like you but she's always been that way. I'm now the odd ball :l I could pass as a tall, skinny Opal now O_O What has this world come to….