Hi perrie!how are you ? First of are you single?just thought to ask because my your are handsome and im single single lol.i read your book and see your pages...you have been through alot.my my my you are doing a good deed!!! God loves you and he forgave you long ago.you will get repayed one day for your good deeds.we need more open minded people like you in this world.sadley still alot of ppl do not want to make the change for the environment or love ones.you are what the black men and women need to open up thier eyes and see the truth raw meaning of gangs and how it takes alot from you.i hope to see hear from you soon.god bless you mr.t
Hi Nate!!! This is Susana, from Spain. Remember our letters? Loooong time ago, maybe 7-8 years. Hopefully you read this message. My English is still very rusty 😊 Hope to hear from you!
I am a 4th-year college student with high ambitions. Some of my goals involve anthropology for research purposes and financial stability. Other goals of mine involve writing and exposing the corruption that pervades our systems today. My focus is on the educational system, but I know that the money and the track run closely with the criminal justice system as well.
I plan to continue transcribing your works, as your words are important and should be spread. I would love to have the honor of getting your words into the world until you are able to do it yourself (which you already are).
I will write to you on paper as well now that I have your address haha! I just wanted to type this up and get it out as soon as I saw your response.
Hey Dad, well first of all I just wanted to let you know that I'm sorry for going MIA on you like I did but someone got off with my phone and of course I couldn't get back onto any of the accounts that I had on it. Believe me, I've definitely tried. Also, I just got done reading this old letter that you wrote to me and oh my goodness! My heart is so full right now, I can't believe what a dark fucking cloud I have been for most of my life. Its a lot different now. I wake up everyday with an unbelievably grateful heart for all of my blessings. But hey other than that though, guess what I went and done did!??! I LEFT CALIFORNIA!! Drove all the way to this little town that sits right on the border of Minisota and North Dakota. In a 2011 jeep Wrangler that some fucking old ass creep of a fucking rapist prick gave me the keys too after he felt bad for taking advantage of me. So of course I took off with it! Its not like I had any of it planned out or anything. It was a super spontaneous, spur of the moment kind of thing. I went with Smokey's cousin, Timmy Crownover. (Speaking of smokey..... We gotta have a conversation about that one some day for sure...) But hey I'm so glad I did though cause now I'm clean, and I'm even completely over my withdrawals and everything. I've been out here for like a month now, staying at Timmy's brothers house. Spending most of my time babysitting his brothers kids lately. Anyways so since I've been clean I feel like a completely different person. I feel like my mind/body/ and my soul while I was using for all those years was almost kind of stuck on autopilot. Now all of the sudden I've got SO much on my mind constantly, and my awareness is crazy it's like I'm all the sudden able to see things for what they really are. It's kind of hard to explain it completely without sounding borderline insane lol but I'll tell you more about all that later. Now that my mind feels sharper and not as weak I've been thinking a lot about you and all the things that we have talked about, and I've been getting this overwhelming urge to get a hold of you. Do you remember how the first few times that you had people reach out to me for you I kept saying that I felt intimidated and whatever else and that's why it was hard for me to write you? Well it's crazy what a sober mind can do because it couldn't be more different. After realizing just how much more clear my mind is working, my level of confidence in myself as well as knowing a lot more about you, has me not only intrigued but excited to see where it goes from here, like where it could end up taking us. So, I guess with that being said, to respond to a comment that you had made in one of the letters that you had wrote to me while I was staying over at Kevin Sutton's.... I am more than ready to play this game with you. I'll probably end up writing you again before you write back but if not I just at least wanted to fill you in on everything and let you know what's been going on.
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This is Susana, from Spain. Remember our letters? Loooong time ago, maybe 7-8 years. Hopefully you read this message. My English is still very rusty 😊
Hope to hear from you!
I am a 4th-year college student with high ambitions. Some of my goals involve anthropology for research purposes and financial stability. Other goals of mine involve writing and exposing the corruption that pervades our systems today. My focus is on the educational system, but I know that the money and the track run closely with the criminal justice system as well.
I plan to continue transcribing your works, as your words are important and should be spread. I would love to have the honor of getting your words into the world until you are able to do it yourself (which you already are).
I will write to you on paper as well now that I have your address haha! I just wanted to type this up and get it out as soon as I saw your response.
Until next time,
-Brandilarke
Pleasure transcribing for you, happy belated birthday!!
But hey other than that though, guess what I went and done did!??! I LEFT CALIFORNIA!! Drove all the way to this little town that sits right on the border of Minisota and North Dakota. In a 2011 jeep Wrangler that some fucking old ass creep of a fucking rapist prick gave me the keys too after he felt bad for taking advantage of me. So of course I took off with it! Its not like I had any of it planned out or anything. It was a super spontaneous, spur of the moment kind of thing. I went with Smokey's cousin, Timmy Crownover. (Speaking of smokey..... We gotta have a conversation about that one some day for sure...) But hey I'm so glad I did though cause now I'm clean, and I'm even completely over my withdrawals and everything. I've been out here for like a month now, staying at Timmy's brothers house. Spending most of my time babysitting his brothers kids lately.
Anyways so since I've been clean I feel like a completely different person. I feel like my mind/body/ and my soul while I was using for all those years was almost kind of stuck on autopilot. Now all of the sudden I've got SO much on my mind constantly, and my awareness is crazy it's like I'm all the sudden able to see things for what they really are. It's kind of hard to explain it completely without sounding borderline insane lol but I'll tell you more about all that later. Now that my mind feels sharper and not as weak I've been thinking a lot about you and all the things that we have talked about, and I've been getting this overwhelming urge to get a hold of you. Do you remember how the first few times that you had people reach out to me for you I kept saying that I felt intimidated and whatever else and that's why it was hard for me to write you? Well it's crazy what a sober mind can do because it couldn't be more different. After realizing just how much more clear my mind is working, my level of confidence in myself as well as knowing a lot more about you, has me not only intrigued but excited to see where it goes from here, like where it could end up taking us.
So, I guess with that being said, to respond to a comment that you had made in one of the letters that you had wrote to me while I was staying over at Kevin Sutton's.... I am more than ready to play this game with you. I'll probably end up writing you again before you write back but if not I just at least wanted to fill you in on everything and let you know what's been going on.
Thanks for writing! I enjoyed working on the transcription for your post and also learned a lot from it. Very impressive piece!
-Lisa
Thanks so much for writing! I worked on the transcription for your poem. I really enjoy your writing!
-Lisa