It's nice to read these post and realize that you do have a conscience. However you may be different then these bullies you speak of, you too seriously harmed a child. By taking my father's life in what you justify as self defense has left me with a life time of hurt for which this type of wound has not healed nor will it ever heal. Stabbing someone over 18 times till the point they are lying there helpless and lifeless goes beyond self defense so PLEASE stop justifying your actions by stating you were defending yourself because one can defend ones self without taking a life.
SAH, I am really sorry for what happened to you. No one should be victimized. I hope one day you can recover. I am not sure how Mr.Clarks death will help you but be that as it may, I wish you peace. You state that it is not your intention to taunt Mr. Clark, however comments like you posted previously where you write you are going down dude appear to be taumts. That is not what BTB is for. Your writing style and choice of words sound very familiar hmmm. Paul??
you're going down, dude :) 21 years on the row...I'm thinking you should use your prolific writing skills and talk about the crimes (2) that put you on death row. Your warrant is close. Appeals exhausted (not a lawyer but my husband is)
What exactly is your case Mr Clark? I read your pleadings/dockets. I see NOTHING regarding evidence (new/undisclosed) that would warrant a new trial. Your number is about to come up. Why not blog about your crimes? Just saying that you are a good writer. Use this time to talk about your crimes. Purge if you will.
I have been silent on this issue re: medical concerns of Ronald Clark but I'm going to put my thoughts out here now.
It never was and is not my intention to taunt Mr Clark.
"Twice convicted of first-degree murder, Clark, 43, has been awaiting his execution for 21 years."
I have a very difficult time feeling empathy for Mr. Clark. He continues to engage the system to provide him health care. I get that. What I DON'T get is restorative care. I'm all for pain management. I think the DOC is doing that. I think that is all that he deserves.
Personally, I have been fighting a battle to get my insurance to pay for my foot surgery. I am 60 years old and my employment has always involved being on my feet. I pay taxes.
I have extensively researched Mr. Clark's case. While I will not disclose (fear factor) I was a victim of Clark as well.
Clark is getting close to a death warrant and when that happens I will feel that justice has been done.
In the interim, I would treat Mr Clark for pain...the same as you would for an animal. Nobody should be forced to live with pain. Whether his is real or imaginary matters not. He does have RX available.
By the way, my health is perfect. I think you know I was ill for a while, but God has saved my life and healed me. God is so good!!!! Some day I will try to send you a picture to show you how beautiful she is. Please do not try to contact her!!!! It will not be good for her yet. I do not want her to hear the stories of how you are innocent and I do not want to hear of it either. Everyone in prison says they are innocent. You did do the crime you are incarcerated for. You should admit to it. I will be honest and think you definitely got too long of a sentence, however. It is too long for the crime. So I do not understand that, but you did do the crime. You made a mistake. I forgive you for that and God forgives you. Forgive yourself and be honest with yourself and everyone else about it. You should not have gotten such a long sentence though!!! That was wrong of them..... God knows the truth and there must be a reason for it. Just trust in the Lord and have faith in Jesus Christ and just like all of us Christians who believe you someday will be in the Kingdom of God. We are all only here on this earth for really only a short mist of time and then we will be in Heaven for eternity. Even though you are in prison you can still be good and follow God's commandments and serve the Lord because one day you will have to answer to God, when the time comes and you meet Him in Heaven. Pray and be a disciple of the Lord while you are in Prison.... serve Him and good things will come to you!!!! I do think Alexia does love who her dad is and someday she will meet you. Also, soon I will show her the things you sent her. I have saved them and God will put it in my heart when the time is right. I will show her everything then. I will pray about this poem and I may show her. I am afraid it might make her sad though...... so I am not sure. Just remember though....she doesn't have to search for you. She knows where you are.... she knows you as much as she can. She knows you are her Dad. So sorry you made a mistake, but we forgive you. Just forgive yourself and love the Lord and all will be well. I wish you joy in your heart and good health so you can someday meet your beautiful daughter. Blessings to you always, Sue
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Stabbing someone over 18 times till the point they are lying there helpless and lifeless goes beyond self defense so PLEASE stop justifying your actions by stating you were defending yourself because one can defend ones self without taking a life.
The daughter of Dick Endres
I have many words for you about this among many others. I LOVE YOU forever and always, HMBS&S Your Zahra
Joe R.
I am really sorry for what happened to you. No one should be victimized. I hope one day you can recover. I am not sure how Mr.Clarks death will help you but be that as it may, I wish you peace. You state that it is not your intention to taunt Mr. Clark, however comments like you posted previously where you write you are going down dude appear to be taumts. That is not what BTB is for. Your writing style and choice of words sound very familiar hmmm. Paul??
It never was and is not my intention to taunt Mr Clark.
"Twice convicted of first-degree murder, Clark, 43, has been awaiting his execution for 21 years."
I have a very difficult time feeling empathy for Mr. Clark. He continues to engage the system to provide him health care. I get that. What I DON'T get is restorative care. I'm all for pain management. I think the DOC is doing that. I think that is all that he deserves.
Personally, I have been fighting a battle to get my insurance to pay for my foot surgery. I am 60 years old and my employment has always involved being on my feet. I pay taxes.
I have extensively researched Mr. Clark's case. While I will not disclose (fear factor) I was a victim of Clark as well.
Clark is getting close to a death warrant and when that happens I will feel that justice has been done.
In the interim, I would treat Mr Clark for pain...the same as you would for an animal. Nobody should be forced to live with pain. Whether his is real or imaginary matters not. He does have RX available.
Some day I will try to send you a picture to show you how beautiful she is. Please do not try to contact her!!!! It will not be good for her yet. I do not want her to hear the stories of how you are innocent and I do not want to hear of it either. Everyone in prison says they are innocent. You did do the crime you are incarcerated for. You should admit to it. I will be honest and think you definitely got too long of a sentence, however. It is too long for the crime. So I do not understand that, but you did do the crime. You made a mistake. I forgive you for that and God forgives you. Forgive yourself and be honest with yourself and everyone else about it. You should not have gotten such a long sentence though!!! That was wrong of them..... God knows the truth and there must be a reason for it. Just trust in the Lord and have faith in Jesus Christ and just like all of us Christians who believe you someday will be in the Kingdom of God. We are all only here on this earth for really only a short mist of time and then we will be in Heaven for eternity. Even though you are in prison you can still be good and follow God's commandments and serve the Lord because one day you will have to answer to God, when the time comes and you meet Him in Heaven. Pray and be a disciple of the Lord while you are in Prison.... serve Him and good things will come to you!!!! I do think Alexia does love who her dad is and someday she will meet you. Also, soon I will show her the things you sent her. I have saved them and God will put it in my heart when the time is right. I will show her everything then. I will pray about this poem and I may show her. I am afraid it might make her sad though...... so I am not sure. Just remember though....she doesn't have to search for you. She knows where you are.... she knows you as much as she can. She knows you are her Dad. So sorry you made a mistake, but we forgive you. Just forgive yourself and love the Lord and all will be well. I wish you joy in your heart and good health so you can someday meet your beautiful daughter.
Blessings to you always, Sue