I would love to get involved..Sorry i have not got no here in a very long time..I will be writing you this weekend i would love to help you in anyway i can out of all the people i've meet of richie ppl x has a special place in my heart
Well the German police had no idea what to do with me, here was an American not in the service anymore with the big fish my passport was outdated seems you can only stay in Europe for six months, well I was well beyond that, they ended up just letting me go they didn't want me anyway they had who they wanted, it was funny they coundn't figure out what to do with me so they just let me go, after that things got rough I couldnt make any money, so not long after I called my dad to ask if he would help me get home, you can imagine how that went over, he never wanted me to go back there way back to the first time after I got out of the service, he was right I never should have went back for Hieke. Sometimes I think had I never went back both our lives would be different ( better) You never would have left the service early, maybe you would have married Hieke, and I never would have ended up with my heart broke. ( Yea I know how to spell it ) I wonder If me going back change both of our lives forever? After arriving back home things were bad I could't get a good job living back at my fathers house was hell, he was very dissapionted in the son he had once watch running for touchdowns. Dad died about ten years ago hope he knows I loved him and respected no man more.
After I arrived back in the states! ( wait ) after trashing myself for two more years in beautiful downtown Weztlar and the surrounding areas, made it back to Amsterdam, remember when we went? That one club was the coolest place I've ever been in, each room had its own theme and it seemed the farther back you went the more wild it got, I loved that place, I think I could have just lived in there, that night we were lucky to get out! place was built like a maze. Do you remember Martin? We stayed at his house the night we decieded to call the United States army to say we couldn't make it in to work because it was a German holiday, ( ballsy, or very stupid ) so I found out who Martin always went to see and there was a good reason he never let you go with, I finally met the guy, the big fish, Randy you would have loved this guy, spoke perfect English , Martin knew if you had met him there would be no need to have to go through him, I stayed with him and his girlfriend for a year, until shit hit the fan like it always does. I told you ever thing changes, everything ends.
Thank you Rob. I can understand all too well about being forgotten. WHile I cant make anyone become more in tuned to what you are going through in life I can promise you as long as ther's breath in my lungs, I will always be here for you Love you Bro JJ
Jesse, you don't know me. But you know my husband. David Crosby. I told him about this website and he told me about stories of ya'll growing up together. I told him that I would write you for him. So I joined this website. You have very powerful blogs, and I completely agree with what you say! Especially children these days. It's amazing to me how everybody says their child is "ADHD" these days. I mean, what did they do way back in the day? Nothing, and guess what those children came out just fine. Anyways, just a few lines to let you know your boy Dave is thinking about ya. Keep your head up Jesse...
Thanks for writing! I finished the transcription for your post. You make some very good points but I think letting of the possession of territory might be particularly hard - even cats and dogs will define "their" land and defend it mercilessly. I do agree that the world would be a much freer place without this privitisation, though.
As I sit here, at my desk, at work, reading this.. I am filled with so many emotions. I have dreams of being wrongfully accused and spending my life on death row. The dream is mostly painful, but I wake up feeling revealed. Not because it was just a dream, but because I didn't have to make any life decisions for myself. Reading this today, makes me feel incredibly guilty. I don't think Ill have those dreams anymore. I hope you continue to dream. You are a beautiful person, who is valuable and important. I'm glad you can touch someone outside those walls, even if its just with your words.
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It's Ruth....I've found you!!! Can't believe we are online together now x
You make some very good points but I think letting of the possession of territory might be particularly hard - even cats and dogs will define "their" land and defend it mercilessly. I do agree that the world would be a much freer place without this privitisation, though.