"That God," had no problem creating other earth spiecies male and female in prior verses of the souree, that story, yet, when it came to Man, God has this apithany? that he ther forgot to create a human female? Or?...
How many wives did Abraham have? how many wives can a man have in America? That God, dealt directly with Abraham, and so-called pastors say that they talk to that same god who they say is the same today, yesterday and forever word games still suck huh?
Guess it is impossible for a man to commit adultery if he has many wives? OR is marage still defined as the union between 1 man, and 1 woman?
The use of the word Eunuch in that book is fact to me that man is a great embellishing writer, and a great disrespector of his own God, and the intellectual capacity of his fellow human.
Black people continue to abuse fellow Black people of this born free generation with dispositions that are flawed, and realistically non-factual.
Who today will tell a pastor that his book says for a woman is to remain silent in church Service? Anybody?
yet, a female Pastor today can verbally abuse LGBTQI+ people from the pulpit, and durring Church Service? We call that Selective Morality. Kim Burrell I love your singing voice, yet you speak like a stone castor.
I believe the Woman Silence verse is very disrespectful to my amazing Aunt Joyce who is an incredible Evangelist, and all of the amazing female Gospel Singer's and Rappers, the female program announcer's the female Church Administrator's and powerful women of God, but that's just my gay Blac man's opinion, but at leats, my opinion is based on facts.
Black people can benefit by understanding that the knowledge of a fact is not required for a fact to exist, for a fact is a fact wheather we accept it or not.
We are on a mission to Liberate enslaved facts about Our own history without begging for empathy or acceptance from anyone, however, there is a demand here against social and economical injustice, Physical, Spiritual, and Cultural abuse and deprivation, and that's a Liberated fact?
Heterosexual people should not be allowed to dictate as so-called experts of something they profess not to be.
The old presentation of gay people that claim religion made them straight is no more valuable than straight people being turned- out as homosexual, there is a duality there for claim that doesn't apply to the rest of the homosexuals on the planet, as heterosexual people make the crusial mistake that all gay people rise and or fall to a cookie Cutter common standard of degrees.
Homosexual pediphilia is equal to heteral sexual pediphilia for pediphilia has more to do with the under age of a child, not the sexual identity of the adult, and this sick conduct is well documented in heterelsexual people and cultures all over the world, and thats a horrific liberated
Sometimes are as a Society forget that the abolishment of the enslavement of any people doesn't always liberate the enslaved facts about interrupted, and distroyed spiritual and cultural history of enslaved persons, and tribes.
Today, we are now seeing the results of the post tramatic effects of enslavement within the born free generation that have been intentionally denied access to totality of the reality of the existence of what we know as same sex activities pre-colonial era of the enslavement of Black People all around the World
The born free generation continues to be victimized and conditioned to turn against fellow Black people that identify to some degree of what is now known as LGBTQI+, which by default Means, Black people must now become abolisher's, and take an active Position for the Liberations of Facts of Black History.
Black people must not confuse the actions of Liberatng Facts with the other so-called Methods of requesting empathy from oppressor's and fellow Black people, for empathy is not required for the demand of, and command of true freedom.
The Liberation of Facts also doesn't require Military action, acts of violence, or an protests, because, any facts, exists as a defender of itself.
We dont look into the faces of our amazing born free generation and say that they are 3 fifths percent of a human being, because w, even without facts to disprove such ignorance, and our youth Know that, to be untrue, ad unacceptable.
Why then should Black People continue in ignorance, inspite mounting Liberated facts that that hatred was imported into Africa, not homosexuality?
Gay people are 100% human.
Our validated distain for the horror's of the act's of Buck-Breaking sicking methods forced upon our honored Ancestor's must not be used as a misguided untruth to abuse ever born free generation, because the liberated Fact is that rape is still rape inspite the sexual identity of the victim-
Liberated Facts show that some of those Victims of Buck Breaking identified as what we now understand as LGBTQI+, before they was enslaved, and so, Buck Breaking, in the 1600s didn't make me homosexual circa 2020, no more than Breeding Slaves to make slaves Big and Strong to produce a strong workfoce didnt make any of my biological sisters identify by what we recognize today as Heterosexual, or that would also mean that enslavers bred heterosexual hyper masculinitized distain for homosexuals.
Abusers of the Misuse of history can't have it both ways, especially with foreign Religions.
A male God, and a sleeping Male human Adam, produced a human female Eve, for the sole purpose of providing that male Adam with a, "Helpmate", which by the way, to this day, has never been proven to be a fact.
The agreement had a second prong for the forced, violent physical removal of the so-called "undesirable" inmates.
Some Gangmembers relayed to me that they was NOT involved in said action and agreement with other Gangs. I expressed to them that there is a contribution of Blackness when we as a people hold the White Silence is violence disposition over white people, and Police officers that call themselves good, yet do, and say nothing about fellow white people and Police Brutality and Murder of OUR Black Youth, and yet, Fellow Gang Members, of all races spit on, and toss urin and feces on Black-Gay Inmates in Gang Silence?
Other Gangmembers say, "Well, we got tired of The Homies to fight and Kill each other in Jails Prisons, The Streets, and in The Hood, and nobody has agreed to get Rid of all females.
Another Gangmembers said, "Well Homosexuals be Snitchin, and using prison yards as a Hurting ground to turn out The Homies. I said "Snitchin is a regular Component to ctiminal life, and for decades Gangmembers have been notorious for Snitchin. moreover. When a Gangmember snitches, nobody agrees to get rid of all Gangmembers, and Gangmembers are still snitchin to this day, in fact to Your other part, Gangs are also Known to use prison Yards as a Hunting grown to "turn others out" into being gangmembers, and nobody has called for an agreement to get rid of those that do what You speak of.
Another Gangmember said "Well, 9 times out of 10, agz are in prison for being pedophile Childmolesters, Raping little boys, so they had to go."
I replied that the stats show that most pedophiles, Rapist, and Child molsters identify and present as Heterosexual, and there are more sex offenders who identify as heterosexual Gangmembers who are Black and on so-called Death Row Solid yards than Blacks assigned to so-called SNY yards put together, to this very second. Infact, the very Gangs that are involved in the agreement, made the agreement with, and are still on the yard with, Pedophiles, Child Molesters, Serial Rapist with Media given nicknames and other sex related offenses, and nobody is "Getting Rid of them because they are the Homies?"
The last Gangmember said, "Well, Governor Gavin Newsome supports Gay shit, so at some point, especially if a few fagz get somked (killed), then He will force CDCR to Stop That 5050 program merger bullshit, and the white man brought that Homosexual shit to Afruca anyway, Fuck all Fags, and you're an Abomination
My apit became, IF my Black adverary, with His Brilliant Book writing ass was this ignorant to the Facts, then how much more ignorant was my fellow Black Gay Family? So with love, I created Azande Press Zine Issue Series -F. Smith
In any other Custody Level like Level FOUR, and Level THREE institutions, in the event that other inmates discover that a fellow inmate was Housed in a Non-Designated Prison, that inmate will be physically attacked and not allowed to return.
Therefore, it becomes a very fraudulant claim of any program for LGBTQI+, to intend to end violence against LGBTQI+ inmates at SQSP Because that type of program is only offered to a portion of the prison population that are not under direct threat of violence, and have already signed an agreement with CDCR to not forfit program status through Gang activity and violence.
SanQuentin's other inmate population programs have ZERO inter existence with eachother, for example:
1. SanQuentin is also a Northern Reception Center for inmates who are recently commited, and are awaiting endorcement for Housing within the States Multiple Institutions
In the event that an inmate openly identifies to any degree as LGBTQI+ in these Units, that inmate is subjected to brutal assaults and beatings, that include being Spit on, having Water, Urin, Feces, and Dirty Condoms douced on them, and forced to be rehoused in Alpine Unit which is primarily a P.C. Protective Custody program, with Reception Center Over-Flow tiers
There are no LGBTQI+ Programming and services in Donner, Badger, and Carson Sections, also ZERO in Alpine, where no inmate has signed the agreement with The Department to NON Designated Status programming, as LGBTQi+ Inmates have no place to land, ZERO resources.
2. SanQuentin is also a prison that Houses Death Row Inamte population
1. unit EASTBLOCK 2. unit NORTH-Seg 3. Ajustment Center 4. 1st and 2nd Tiers- DONNER Section
Through fur there resaerch, I also found ZERO Reports, OR DISTRICT Attorney Referrals for the prosecution of any inmate for Hate Crimes against another inamte based on Sexual Orientation, and Identity, as far back as 30 years.
Surprisingly most Gangs and subcultural groups was upfront to state after a recent struggle against The Department to be released from years of solitary Confinement, and back into the CDCR Generaly Population, The Department moved to Change to a different Prison model called Non-Designated programs that would mix the 5050 versions of the programs in all California fusions with Gang Dropouts, SNY's, Rapist, Child Molesters, EVERYone in the same program.
In an attempt to stop CDCR from moving forward with this Model. The Gangs made an agreement amongst themselves to end all of the Hostilities Between the Races, which turned out to be a clandestien shell game that was really a Agreement to End The Hostilities Between Active Gangs, Prison Gangs, and Street Gangs.
Now that Azande Zine issues have been Beta-tested within the Condemned population for the chosen few, also select SQSP mainline Inmates in in North Block, Reception Center Housing areas Donner Section and Alpine units, Mule Creek Facility, and other Zinester Community Activist, I trust that we have a product ready for further distribution throughout the Country, and beyond.
Through intense inquiry, I discovered there existed ZERO African American Perspective LGBTQI+ Programming for the Educational, Medical, Spiritual, and Mental Health and wellbeing in no American Prison Facility, NONE.
I have found several Amazing Inmate Created Self-Help Groups for The LGBTQI+ Community, and even with these groups, the primary focus design is Transgender based, and Minimal to no African American Awareness and Studies.
For clarity, here, I will use the SanQuentin Model. What most people dont know is SQ is actually several different Custody Level Prisons located in one Facility.
1. The Mainline population which is primarily a LEVEL II Facility, and in order for inmates to be on this Campus and Participate in Rehabilitative programs, They "All" Must Sign a written agreement with the CDCR to not engage in any Gang Activity, OR acts of violence.
On the Prison Culture side of this NON-Designated Program, the ignorant, institutionalized, Gang mortality inmates, View all NON-Designated program institutions as a) P.C. b) Sensitive Needs c) Dropout d) Snitches e) Rapist f) Homosexuals
Hello Charles I had the unpleasant experience of having a rat run across my arm as I lay in bed watching tv. It actually scratched my arm as it sped across the bed. I was six months pregnant at the time. I ran to the bathroom and doused the scratch in bleach, the strong kind. U.K. rats, where I’m from, carry Weils disease. It’s their urine that carry’s the germ, and it can be fatal. People who enjoy swimming in rivers are prone to it. And then there’s also the fleas on the rats, and the microbes on the fleas on the rats. I was conflicted about extermination being a Buddhist. But it had to be done, a baby was coming and if the rat was bold enough to climb up on a bed where it knew a human was, a crib would be an easy target. So we paid a bloke, and they set traps, and put down poison. And we never saw another one. They are the stuff of nightmares. Smart like us, self preserving and too numerous, Would the death row authorities be open to allowing a couple of cats to be released to the row. They might be more successful that bait trays, and create some good energy among the men who like cats? Obviously not the dog people! Good luck with it. T
I don't require empathy, nor does my Soul require being saved, my foundation is not rooted in the Black Church, as equal protection under the law is exactly what is required. I don't need a program to fix me, I am not broken, and require my own space. I'm not fixed on white people giving us more, I'm protesting anyone who seeks to deny me equal, regardless the melanin density in your skin, I am Human and shall always be engaged on a human level, I am Gay and happy to be myself, as my Humanity, Happiness, Joy and PRIDE is therefore not open for debate.
White people don't understand that while they have become partners with some Black people, they don't understand that those Black people have deraced those of us that they consider "Abominations," or "Infidels", and have been kicked out of our homes, abandoned by our parents, beaten and outcast by our own people that by default, DO NOT speak for us all, thats facts. White people who present as LGBTQAI+ have partnered with the very oppressors of Gay Black inmates then wonder why the crowded closet door remains shut.
It is not safe to come out of a prison closet into a program that offers ZERO safety after the group session is over, white people drive home after the powerful work of getting people to open up, but they don't go back to the cell, yard, the blindspots/Tha Cut, The religious services, and those environments of the ignorant and violent that is conditioned to believe that homosexuality is a white disease and to present as such, will turn into what white people are unable to engage because they have ZERO experience with what being Black is, to Gay people.
Preaching to a choir is easy for white people that create the lesson. As a choirboy, I teach white people that the lesson becomes oppressive when the choir director is molesting me, and all of the others that chose to join a gang, and cross paths again as adults in prison where white people are the most ignorant, Black people are the most silent, and Gay Black incarcerated Americans view the situation from a position that has created the standing room only, in this crowded closet, the only true safe space.
White people with all of the expert answers have no value in a prison setting where the lessons and PREA responders are ignorant to the developing reasons as to why LGBTQIA+ prisoners in California are being violently removed from Level 4 and level 3 prisons by active gangmembers, they don't care that this is happening in reception centers, and county jails all over the state even as I write this, Gay Black Incarcerated Lives don't matter to white LGBTQAI+ people, or fellow Black inmates who are silent, yes, Black silence is violence in prison.
And while the so-called experts on what Gay is to them, attack, from the Straight side and the fellow Gay side, I end up being the only Black man, or California prisoner at San Quentin State Prison that is openly Gay.
One in over 4,000 inmates? For over 30 years? Where else on Earth can we find these numbers? I was raised in the hood just like everyone else, so "Straight Acting" don't apply to those of us who are like me. This is not an act, not at Gay clubs, no parades.
I never struggled with my sexual identity, I don't want to be a female, and "The Down Low" has more to do with security than lifestyle, I'm not a "Homo Thug" or any of the degrading labels that others have placed on people like me.
Nothing, and being Stonewalled is an understatement. They say we are all in this together, yet the proof at San Quentin State Prison shows clearly that Black Incarcerated Gay Lives don't matter to anybody, except for Skylar Brown.
They will say this is not true, and yet, won't even search online the facts about why black PRIDE started in the first place, and come face to face with how they are participating in the continued deprivation of the right to human dignity even during incarceration for all non-white gay people who primarily come from places and experiences they did not volunteer for.
The implicit bias, and racial agenda has collectively and systematically fallen into the controlling hands of those enforcing religious homesteading of the San Quentin Media Center Television innerprison in-cell programming that prevent heros from simply playing DVDs.
Some people are so into themselves, that they portray others as wanting special treatment, they refuse to view society as requiring equal treatment, and an equal presence within the San Quentin Prison Media Center.
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When Black gangmembers file lawsuits, or join movements to expose corruption and abuses in prison against them, they all call it "A Solitary Struggle and Movement."
When Black Gays file complaints that expose abuses against them at the hands of corrupt officers in collective conspiracy with gang members, they all call it snitchin.
To white people who volunteer in prisons, Black becomes the version of Black that they have been exposed to, they believe that if you mention the Black Panther Party, or quote Dr. Martin Luther King, and play anti-death penalty, that they have made the connection required to gain Black acceptance.
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F. Smith
creating other earth spiecies
male and female in prior
verses of the souree, that
story, yet, when
it came to Man, God has
this apithany? that he
ther forgot to create a
human female? Or?...
How many wives did Abraham
have? how many wives can
a man have in America?
That God, dealt directly with
Abraham, and so-called
pastors say that they talk
to that same god who they
say is the same today,
yesterday and forever
word games still suck huh?
Guess it is impossible for
a man to commit adultery
if he has many wives?
OR is marage still defined
as the union between
1 man, and 1 woman?
The use of the word Eunuch in
that book is fact to me
that man is a great
embellishing writer, and
a great disrespector of
his own God, and the
intellectual capacity of
his fellow human.
Black people continue to
abuse fellow Black people
of this born free generation
with dispositions that
are flawed, and realistically
non-factual.
Who today will tell a pastor
that his book says for a
woman is to remain silent
in church Service? Anybody?
yet, a female Pastor today can
verbally abuse LGBTQI+ people
from the pulpit, and durring
Church Service? We call that
Selective Morality. Kim Burrell
I love your singing voice, yet
you speak like a stone castor.
I believe the Woman Silence
verse is very disrespectful
to my amazing Aunt Joyce
who is an incredible Evangelist,
and all of the amazing female
Gospel Singer's and Rappers,
the female program announcer's
the female Church Administrator's
and powerful women of God,
but that's just my gay Blac
man's opinion, but at leats,
my opinion is based on facts.
Black people can benefit by
understanding that the knowledge
of a fact is not required
for a fact to exist, for a
fact is a fact wheather we
accept it or not.
We are on a mission to Liberate
enslaved facts about Our own
history without begging for
empathy or acceptance from
anyone, however, there is
a demand here against social
and economical injustice, Physical,
Spiritual, and Cultural abuse
and deprivation, and that's a
Liberated fact?
Heterosexual people should
not be allowed to dictate
as so-called experts of
something they profess
not to be.
The old presentation of
gay people that claim
religion made them
straight is no more
valuable than straight
people being turned- out
as homosexual, there
is a duality there for
claim that doesn't apply
to the rest of the
homosexuals on the planet,
as heterosexual people
make the crusial mistake
that all gay people rise
and or fall to a cookie Cutter
common standard of degrees.
Homosexual pediphilia is equal
to heteral sexual pediphilia
for pediphilia has more to
do with the under age of a
child, not the sexual identity
of the adult, and this sick
conduct is well documented in
heterelsexual people and
cultures all over the world,
and thats a horrific liberated
Sometimes are as a Society
forget that the abolishment
of the enslavement of any
people doesn't always liberate
the enslaved facts about
interrupted, and distroyed spiritual
and cultural history of enslaved
persons, and tribes.
Today, we are now seeing
the results of the post tramatic
effects of enslavement
within the born free generation
that have been intentionally
denied access to totality of
the reality of the existence
of what we know as same sex
activities pre-colonial era
of the enslavement of Black
People all around the World
The born free generation
continues to be victimized
and conditioned to turn
against fellow Black people
that identify to some degree
of what is now known as
LGBTQI+, which by default
Means, Black people must
now become abolisher's,
and take an active Position
for the Liberations of Facts
of Black History.
Black people must not
confuse the actions of
Liberatng Facts with
the other so-called Methods
of requesting empathy
from oppressor's and fellow
Black people, for empathy
is not required for the
demand of, and command of
true freedom.
The Liberation of Facts also
doesn't require Military
action, acts of violence, or
an protests,
because, any facts, exists
as a defender of itself.
We dont look into the faces
of our amazing born free
generation and say that
they are 3 fifths percent
of a human being, because
w, even without facts
to disprove such ignorance, and
our youth Know that, to
be untrue, ad unacceptable.
Why then should Black People
continue in ignorance, inspite
mounting Liberated facts that
that hatred was imported
into Africa, not homosexuality?
Gay people are 100% human.
Our validated distain for
the horror's of the act's
of Buck-Breaking sicking
methods forced upon
our honored Ancestor's
must not be used as a
misguided untruth to
abuse ever born free
generation, because
the liberated Fact is
that rape is still rape
inspite the sexual identity
of the victim-
Liberated Facts show that
some of those Victims of
Buck Breaking identified
as what we now understand
as LGBTQI+, before they
was enslaved, and so,
Buck Breaking, in the 1600s
didn't make me homosexual
circa 2020, no more than
Breeding Slaves to make
slaves Big and Strong to
produce a strong workfoce
didnt make any of my
biological sisters identify
by what we recognize today
as Heterosexual, or that
would also mean that enslavers
bred heterosexual hyper masculinitized
distain for homosexuals.
Abusers of the Misuse of
history can't have it both
ways, especially with foreign Religions.
A male God, and a sleeping
Male human Adam, produced
a human female Eve, for
the sole purpose of providing
that male Adam with a,
"Helpmate", which by the way,
to this day, has never been
proven to be a fact.
prong for the forced, violent
physical removal of the
so-called "undesirable" inmates.
Some Gangmembers relayed to
me that they was NOT involved
in said action and agreement
with other Gangs.
I expressed to them that there is
a contribution of Blackness when
we as a people hold the White
Silence is violence disposition
over white people, and Police
officers that call themselves good,
yet do, and say nothing about
fellow white people and Police
Brutality and Murder of OUR
Black Youth, and yet, Fellow
Gang Members, of all races spit
on, and toss urin and feces on
Black-Gay Inmates in Gang Silence?
Other Gangmembers say, "Well, we
got tired of The Homies to fight
and Kill each other in Jails Prisons,
The Streets, and in The Hood, and
nobody has agreed to get Rid of
all females.
Another Gangmembers said, "Well
Homosexuals be Snitchin, and using
prison yards as a Hurting ground
to turn out The Homies.
I said "Snitchin is a regular Component
to ctiminal life, and for decades
Gangmembers have been notorious for
Snitchin. moreover. When a Gangmember
snitches, nobody agrees to get rid of
all Gangmembers, and Gangmembers are
still snitchin to this day, in fact to
Your other part, Gangs are also Known
to use prison Yards as a Hunting
grown to "turn others out" into being
gangmembers, and nobody has called
for an agreement to get rid of those
that do what You speak of.
Another Gangmember said "Well, 9 times
out of 10, agz are in prison for
being pedophile Childmolesters,
Raping little boys, so they had to go."
I replied that the stats show that
most pedophiles, Rapist, and Child molsters
identify and present as Heterosexual,
and there are more sex offenders
who identify as heterosexual Gangmembers
who are Black and on so-called
Death Row Solid yards than Blacks
assigned to so-called SNY yards
put together, to this very second.
Infact, the very Gangs that are
involved in the agreement, made the
agreement with, and are still on the
yard with, Pedophiles, Child Molesters,
Serial Rapist with Media given
nicknames and other sex related
offenses, and nobody is "Getting Rid of
them because they are the Homies?"
The last Gangmember said, "Well,
Governor Gavin Newsome supports Gay
shit, so at some point, especially if
a few fagz get somked (killed), then
He will force CDCR to Stop That
5050 program merger bullshit, and
the white man brought that
Homosexual shit to Afruca anyway,
Fuck all Fags, and you're an
Abomination
My apit became, IF my Black
adverary, with His Brilliant Book
writing ass was this ignorant to the
Facts, then how much more ignorant
was my fellow Black Gay Family?
So with love, I created Azande
Press Zine Issue Series
-F. Smith
Level FOUR, and Level THREE
institutions, in the event that
other inmates discover that
a fellow inmate was Housed
in a Non-Designated Prison,
that inmate will be physically
attacked and not allowed to
return.
Therefore, it becomes a very
fraudulant claim of any
program for LGBTQI+, to
intend to end violence against
LGBTQI+ inmates at SQSP
Because that type of program
is only offered to a portion
of the prison population that
are not under direct threat
of violence, and have already
signed an agreement with
CDCR to not forfit program
status through Gang activity
and violence.
SanQuentin's other inmate
population programs have ZERO
inter existence with eachother,
for example:
1. SanQuentin is also a
Northern Reception Center
for inmates who are
recently commited, and
are awaiting endorcement
for Housing within the
States Multiple Institutions
1. Donner Section
2. Badger Section
3. Alpine Unit
4. Carson Section
In the event that an inmate
openly identifies to any degree
as LGBTQI+ in these Units,
that inmate is subjected to
brutal assaults and beatings,
that include being Spit on,
having Water, Urin, Feces,
and Dirty Condoms douced
on them, and forced to be
rehoused in Alpine Unit
which is primarily a P.C.
Protective Custody program,
with Reception Center
Over-Flow tiers
There are no LGBTQI+
Programming and services in
Donner, Badger, and Carson
Sections, also ZERO in
Alpine, where no inmate
has signed the agreement
with The Department to
NON Designated Status
programming, as LGBTQi+
Inmates have no place to
land, ZERO resources.
2. SanQuentin is also a
prison that Houses Death
Row Inamte population
1. unit EASTBLOCK
2. unit NORTH-Seg
3. Ajustment Center
4. 1st and 2nd Tiers- DONNER Section
Through fur there resaerch, I
also found ZERO Reports, OR
DISTRICT Attorney Referrals for
the prosecution of any inmate
for Hate Crimes against
another inamte based on
Sexual Orientation, and Identity,
as far back as 30 years.
Surprisingly most Gangs and
subcultural groups was upfront
to state after a recent
struggle against The Department to
be released from years of solitary
Confinement, and back into the
CDCR Generaly Population, The
Department moved to Change to
a different Prison model called
Non-Designated programs that
would mix the 5050 versions
of the programs in all California
fusions with Gang Dropouts, SNY's,
Rapist, Child Molesters, EVERYone
in the same program.
In an attempt to stop CDCR from
moving forward with this Model.
The Gangs made an agreement
amongst themselves to end all
of the Hostilities Between the
Races, which turned out to
be a clandestien shell game
that was really a Agreement
to End The Hostilities Between
Active Gangs, Prison Gangs,
and Street Gangs.
Now that Azande Zine issues
have been Beta-tested within
the Condemned population for the
chosen few, also select SQSP
mainline Inmates in in North Block,
Reception Center Housing areas
Donner Section and Alpine
units, Mule Creek Facility,
and other Zinester Community
Activist, I trust that we
have a product ready for
further distribution throughout
the Country, and beyond.
Through intense inquiry, I
discovered there existed ZERO
African American Perspective
LGBTQI+ Programming for
the Educational, Medical,
Spiritual, and Mental Health
and wellbeing in no American
Prison Facility, NONE.
I have found several Amazing
Inmate Created Self-Help
Groups for The LGBTQI+
Community, and even with
these groups, the primary
focus design is Transgender
based, and Minimal to no
African American Awareness and
Studies.
For clarity, here, I will use
the SanQuentin Model. What
most people dont know is SQ
is actually several different
Custody Level Prisons located
in one Facility.
1. The Mainline population
which is primarily a
LEVEL II Facility, and
in order for inmates to be
on this Campus and
Participate in Rehabilitative
programs, They "All" Must
Sign a written agreement
with the CDCR to not
engage in any Gang Activity,
OR acts of violence.
On the Prison Culture side of
this NON-Designated Program,
the ignorant, institutionalized,
Gang mortality inmates, View
all NON-Designated program
institutions as
a) P.C.
b) Sensitive Needs
c) Dropout
d) Snitches
e) Rapist
f) Homosexuals
I had the unpleasant experience of having a rat run across my arm as I lay in bed watching tv. It actually scratched my arm as it sped across the bed. I was six months pregnant at the time. I ran to the bathroom and doused the scratch in bleach, the strong kind. U.K. rats, where I’m from, carry Weils disease. It’s their urine that carry’s the germ, and it can be fatal. People who enjoy swimming in rivers are prone to it. And then there’s also the fleas on the rats, and the microbes on the fleas on the rats.
I was conflicted about extermination being a Buddhist. But it had to be done, a baby was coming and if the rat was bold enough to climb up on a bed where it knew a human was, a crib would be an easy target. So we paid a bloke, and they set traps, and put down poison. And we never saw another one.
They are the stuff of nightmares. Smart like us, self preserving and too numerous,
Would the death row authorities be open to allowing a couple of cats to be released to the row. They might be more successful that bait trays, and create some good energy among the men who like cats? Obviously not the dog people!
Good luck with it.
T
Happy Black PRIDE!
It is not safe to come out of a prison closet into a program that offers ZERO safety after the group session is over, white people drive home after the powerful work of getting people to open up, but they don't go back to the cell, yard, the blindspots/Tha Cut, The religious services, and those environments of the ignorant and violent that is conditioned to believe that homosexuality is a white disease and to present as such, will turn into what white people are unable to engage because they have ZERO experience with what being Black is, to Gay people.
Preaching to a choir is easy for white people that create the lesson. As a choirboy, I teach white people that the lesson becomes oppressive when the choir director is molesting me, and all of the others that chose to join a gang, and cross paths again as adults in prison where white people are the most ignorant, Black people are the most silent, and Gay Black incarcerated Americans view the situation from a position that has created the standing room only, in this crowded closet, the only true safe space.
White people with all of the expert answers have no value in a prison setting where the lessons and PREA responders are ignorant to the developing reasons as to why LGBTQIA+ prisoners in California are being violently removed from Level 4 and level 3 prisons by active gangmembers, they don't care that this is happening in reception centers, and county jails all over the state even as I write this, Gay Black Incarcerated Lives don't matter to white LGBTQAI+ people, or fellow Black inmates who are silent, yes, Black silence is violence in prison.
And while the so-called experts on what Gay is to them, attack, from the Straight side and the fellow Gay side, I end up being the only Black man, or California prisoner at San Quentin State Prison that is openly Gay.
One in over 4,000 inmates? For over 30 years? Where else on Earth can we find these numbers? I was raised in the hood just like everyone else, so "Straight Acting" don't apply to those of us who are like me. This is not an act, not at Gay clubs, no parades.
I never struggled with my sexual identity, I don't want to be a female, and "The Down Low" has more to do with security than lifestyle, I'm not a "Homo Thug" or any of the degrading labels that others have placed on people like me.
They will say this is not true, and yet, won't even search online the facts about why black PRIDE started in the first place, and come face to face with how they are participating in the continued deprivation of the right to human dignity even during incarceration for all non-white gay people who primarily come from places and experiences they did not volunteer for.
The implicit bias, and racial agenda has collectively and systematically fallen into the controlling hands of those enforcing religious homesteading of the San Quentin Media Center Television innerprison in-cell programming that prevent heros from simply playing DVDs.
Some people are so into themselves, that they portray others as wanting special treatment, they refuse to view society as requiring equal treatment, and an equal presence within the San Quentin Prison Media Center.
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When Black gangmembers file lawsuits, or join movements to expose corruption and abuses in prison against them, they all call it "A Solitary Struggle and Movement."
When Black Gays file complaints that expose abuses against them at the hands of corrupt officers in collective conspiracy with gang members, they all call it snitchin.
To white people who volunteer in prisons, Black becomes the version of Black that they have been exposed to, they believe that if you mention the Black Panther Party, or quote Dr. Martin Luther King, and play anti-death penalty, that they have made the connection required to gain Black acceptance.