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I'm so sorry for your loss. It really brought me to tears to hear about how much your mom was there for you and your family, and I can see why you loved her so much. Sending you love as well in these difficult times.
Hello there troy , it’s my first time writing to a complete stranger who I know nothing but the name and basics but i got so enchanted with your writings i had to write you something anything actually to tell how beautiful soul you are your writings are amazing they should be in a book and sold worldwide if i told were i live you would be surprised i live way across the world from you and not once in my 22 years in life I thought i would ever cross path with an amazing person like you who’s million miles away but i just want you to know your writings really touched me and you should never ever stop i’ll try to keep most pf them with me so i can let everyone read they are so beautiful the world needs to see it . I hope life treats you good and I’ll always keep you in my prayers for you are a stranger who helped me in a way you might never understand. Thank you You can call me Mayada . وتحسب أنك جرم صغير وفيك انطوى العالم الأكبر Translated to : A little body thyself thou deem, while the great universe in thee dwells... which basically means you think that you are but a little comet but the great cosmos lies in you . It’s a famous quote in my country in arabic thought you might relate to . Be good
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Powerful words. I would like to add, though, that while I do support peaceful protesting for G.F., I will also ask the public to do it safely(since we are still in the middle of a pandemic).
Hey Daddy, I don't believe I have ever stressed to you just how much I love you... That if I had a choice between having you as my father or some other mutha fcka who would be actively around/in my life from the day I came home from the hospital... I would still choose you bcuz you are an amazingly strong intelligible man who doesn't just love me bcuz I am his blood kin. Please forgive me for saying and thinking like this but I really think God fckd up when he took you from me and left me in the unloving and uncaring selfish & heartless monster of a mother. 36 years Daddy, all I have ever wanted was to know what it was like to have just one parent who would die for you, kill for you, comfort you, love you and support you or just pull threw in the clutch when you need it the most... Linda has never been any of Those Things or even remotely close. Hell she has never showed one kind gesture, said a kind word to me. I would go back repeatedly making excuses for why she said and did the things she did to hurt me, I kept telling myself she didn't mean none of it, all I ever wanted was my mommy but I would never be good enough for her time,attention or love when I was the only one who wanted to be around her, the only one who helped her. At 15 Dad I had dropped out of school and got me G.e.d. so I could work full time and pay the bills and take care of my two younger sisters and baby brother while she shot up and I cleaned up her messes. I hate her Dad, it should've been her and not you. You should be out here with me, that bitch is so cold hearted I don't understand why God continuously let's her walk this earth. It's not fair Dad! I apologize to for not being the daughter you deserve. I have been shitty, I need you in my life Daddy! I was talking to my homegirl while I was locked up in county doing 6months when I realized why I was going down the road I have been for so long and it was bcuz I was alone, I was lost so I hung out with drug dealers and gangsta's becuz I somehow wanted to feel close to you. And I have met some really amazing ppl who are more family than my blood. It's sad it not pose to be like that, Grandma Nora never raised us to be against one another. I miss her Daddy. I hope that there is a life after this one so we get the chance to do over what our hearts ache the most for. I was so busy looking for the love and acceptance in my life that I never realized that by me doing so I missed out on my children's lives. Daddy I love them and I am nothing like Linda but what I did to my kids even tho I never abused them mentally or physically don't mean I haven't hurt them as much as I hurt. I never intended to hurt them, dad please help me , they don't want nothing to do with me and I've respectfully listened to em when they asked me to leave them alone but like a coward I did that bcuz it was easier than to fight for them and lose. I couldn't stand another rejection, I wouldn't survive their rejection. Any way dad 8649084332 call me
In this work, I want to offer you a bonus liberated fact about the Holy Spirit,
In the book of Acts, in chapter 8, Phillip, the evangelist, yes, one of the original seven deacons is being written about by the writer of the Book of Acts, Luke, and both Luke and Phillip knew Jesus personally, watch this;
Phillip is directed by the Holy Spirit to catch up to a chariot that was carrying a Eunuch of the Ethiopian court, and Phillip hears the eunuch reading from the book of Isaiah and Phillip witnesses to the eunuch about the fulfilment of the prophecy, described in Isaiah 53. The Eunuch is baptised after, and its' the first recorded case of the conversion of someone who had been marginalised for gender reasons.
Obviously, the Holy Spirit had no problem with a man being a eunuch in fact the Holy Spirit told Phillip to catch up to the chariot because the Holy Spirit knew what Phillip didn't know the Eunuch was reading, out loud, Isaiah chapter 53, having more to do with the prophecy of Jesus' crucifixion, the same Jesus that left the Holy Spirit as a comforter for his disciples.
The Bible never says that the Eunuch stopped being a eunuch, it does, however, say that the eunuch was baptised, just like Jesus and John was baptised, yes John, the disciple that Jesus loved.
Dear Jennifer, it's 10 pm CET, so in one half an hour you got your parole hearing and I just hope you get the result you wish for. It is interesting to me that you mentioned that court case about barring LWOP in Europe, as the Netherlands is kind of the only country that de facto still has LWOP. Officially there is a way out but no one sentenced to a life sentence has made it out yet. Most Dutch people don't know this and have the impression their prison system is very liberal and rather too soft. There also is a conflict with the European Court because of this. Again, fingers crossed and all the best! Warm greetings, Julia
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Stay safe and well!
I'm so sorry for your loss. It really brought me to tears to hear about how much your mom was there for you and your family, and I can see why you loved her so much. Sending you love as well in these difficult times.
Fascinating...That does seem to be rather unreasonable. But what can you do?
Stay safe and healthy, my guy.
You can call me Mayada .
وتحسب أنك جرم صغير وفيك انطوى العالم الأكبر
Translated to : A little body thyself thou deem, while the great universe in thee dwells... which basically means you think that you are but a little comet but the great cosmos lies in you . It’s a famous quote in my country in arabic thought you might relate to .
Be good
Powerful words. I would like to add, though, that while I do support peaceful protesting for G.F., I will also ask the public to do it safely(since we are still in the middle of a pandemic).
Other than that, stay safe and healthy, my guy.
I don't believe I have ever stressed to you just how much I love you... That if I had a choice between having you as my father or some other mutha fcka who would be actively around/in my life from the day I came home from the hospital... I would still choose you bcuz you are an amazingly strong intelligible man who doesn't just love me bcuz I am his blood kin. Please forgive me for saying and thinking like this but I really think God fckd up when he took you from me and left me in the unloving and uncaring selfish & heartless monster of a mother. 36 years Daddy, all I have ever wanted was to know what it was like to have just one parent who would die for you, kill for you, comfort you, love you and support you or just pull threw in the clutch when you need it the most... Linda has never been any of Those Things or even remotely close. Hell she has never showed one kind gesture, said a kind word to me. I would go back repeatedly making excuses for why she said and did the things she did to hurt me, I kept telling myself she didn't mean none of it, all I ever wanted was my mommy but I would never be good enough for her time,attention or love when I was the only one who wanted to be around her, the only one who helped her. At 15 Dad I had dropped out of school and got me G.e.d. so I could work full time and pay the bills and take care of my two younger sisters and baby brother while she shot up and I cleaned up her messes. I hate her Dad, it should've been her and not you. You should be out here with me, that bitch is so cold hearted I don't understand why God continuously let's her walk this earth. It's not fair Dad! I apologize to for not being the daughter you deserve. I have been shitty, I need you in my life Daddy! I was talking to my homegirl while I was locked up in county doing 6months when I realized why I was going down the road I have been for so long and it was bcuz I was alone, I was lost so I hung out with drug dealers and gangsta's becuz I somehow wanted to feel close to you. And I have met some really amazing ppl who are more family than my blood. It's sad it not pose to be like that, Grandma Nora never raised us to be against one another. I miss her Daddy. I hope that there is a life after this one so we get the chance to do over what our hearts ache the most for. I was so busy looking for the love and acceptance in my life that I never realized that by me doing so I missed out on my children's lives. Daddy I love them and I am nothing like Linda but what I did to my kids even tho I never abused them mentally or physically don't mean I haven't hurt them as much as I hurt. I never intended to hurt them, dad please help me , they don't want nothing to do with me and I've respectfully listened to em when they asked me to leave them alone but like a coward I did that bcuz it was easier than to fight for them and lose. I couldn't stand another rejection, I wouldn't survive their rejection. Any way dad 8649084332 call me
In this work, I want to offer you a bonus liberated fact about the Holy Spirit,
In the book of Acts, in chapter 8, Phillip, the evangelist, yes, one of the original seven deacons is being written about by the writer of the Book of Acts, Luke, and both Luke and Phillip knew Jesus personally, watch this;
Phillip is directed by the Holy Spirit to catch up to a chariot that was carrying a Eunuch of the Ethiopian court, and Phillip hears the eunuch reading from the book of Isaiah and Phillip witnesses to the eunuch about the fulfilment of the prophecy, described in Isaiah 53. The Eunuch is baptised after, and its' the first recorded case of the conversion of someone who had been marginalised for gender reasons.
Obviously, the Holy Spirit had no problem with a man being a eunuch in fact the Holy Spirit told Phillip to catch up to the chariot because the Holy Spirit knew what Phillip didn't know the Eunuch was reading, out loud, Isaiah chapter 53, having more to do with the prophecy of Jesus' crucifixion, the same Jesus that left the Holy Spirit as a comforter for his disciples.
The Bible never says that the Eunuch stopped being a eunuch, it does, however, say that the eunuch was baptised, just like Jesus and John was baptised, yes John, the disciple that Jesus loved.
Awesome dude. I hope you win the nomination.
Stay safe and healthy, my guy.
it's 10 pm CET, so in one half an hour you got your parole hearing and I just hope you get the result you wish for.
It is interesting to me that you mentioned that court case about barring LWOP in Europe, as the Netherlands is kind of the only country that de facto still has LWOP. Officially there is a way out but no one sentenced to a life sentence has made it out yet. Most Dutch people don't know this and have the impression their prison system is very liberal and rather too soft. There also is a conflict with the European Court because of this.
Again, fingers crossed and all the best!
Warm greetings,
Julia